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24,000,949 Views • Aug 14, 2012 • Click to toggle off description
'If You Leave' is available now: smarturl.it/daughteritunes
Also available are:
'The Wild Youth' EP: smarturl.it/daughteritunes
'His Young Heart' EP: ohdaughter.bandcamp.com/
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Views : 24,000,949
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Aug 14, 2012 ^^
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Daughter's songs always make me think I'm drowning. I think it's the beautiful echoes.
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This song literally gives me goosebumps. I served 9.5 years in the US Army and now suffer from PTSD, TBI, insomnia and, fibromyalgia. Long of the short, I have lost several army buddies due to suicide. I tried several times to connect with them and help them but failed. It hurts...it gets loud in my head sometimes...music seems to quiet it down at times...thank you, everyone, for existing. Much love.
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When you just want to apologize for your existence.
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The line that gets me the most is "I sometimes wish I’d stayed inside my mother Never to come out"
the idea of never wanting to have been born is so powerful yet so relate-able to anyone who has battled mental illness or been through hard times. This thought is so beautiful, sad, and haunting.
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I just imagine being 65 and listening to this song in a quite room thinking about youthful days
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"all my children can become me"
This line just gets to me because even though I am still a teenager, just the thought of my future kids suffering from the same self-love issues as me breaks a part of me.
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This song sounds like an apology for being the way God made you. It's so painful but breathtakingly beautiful and captivating.
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"I sometimes wish i stayed inside my mother, never to come out" This is the saddest lyric i've ever heard.
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"I'm sorry if I smother you..." I love this line, is so deep, is like asking for forgiveness just because you love someone.
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This song feels like the perfect song to describe how I feel...
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This song hits hard for me now. My friend introduced it to me when we were in High School as it was one of her favorite songs. She took her own life this year. It has new meaning for me now.
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I’m wasted, losing time
I’m a foolish, fragile spine
I want all that is not mine
I want him but we’re not right
In the darkness I will meet my creators
And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
I should go now quietly
For my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep
Where all my layers can become reeds
All my limbs can become trees
All my children can become me
What a mess I leave
To follow [4x]
In the darkness I will meet my creators
They will all agree, I’m a suffocator
Suffocator [2x]
Oh no
I’m sorry if I smothered you [2x]
I sometimes wish I’d stayed inside my mother
Never to come out
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“I sometimes wish I’d stayed inside my mother” perfectly encapsulates that feeling when you dont want to take your own life but you simply wish you no longer had to exist.
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for the people who put all the love they have into everything they do and say.
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Everyone is talking about "I wish I'd stayed inside my mother, never to come out"
but what really got me was " They will all agree that I'm a suffocator "
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Throughout this blissful, exquisite track -though every part of it is important and beautiful -the lyrics that really get me are “I should go now quietly; for my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep. Where all my layers can become reeds, all my limbs can become trees, all my children can become me -what a mess I leave.”
We all can take a song however we feel it is to be taken, but to me in particular, I take it as she's just so tired from always fucking everything up. From friendships and relationships to even the smallest of things. And she's so tired of trying to fix herself that she would rather just go and leave this world because it's the easy way out, despite that she knows how bad she has messed up.
And it isn't just this song that's pure brilliance from this band -it's every fucking song they make. Love you, Daughter, and thanks for understanding.
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I loved my boyfriend too much when me and my best friend grew apart, I had no one but him and I became so dependent on him for happiness, it got too much for him and this song is perfect because i feel like I suffocated him with my love, I feel so alone now and he doesn't even miss me
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anyone else come here for the pain and memory's of somebody you loved and lost? [2023 it gets better just hang in there kings and Queens <3]
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She sings 'Suffocator' and you can hear the depth of its meaning coming out of her throat.
even without knowing what it actually means.
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@miriam8376
4 years ago
I love that she says "I wish I'd stayed inside my mother," instead of "I wish I'd never been born." As tragic as it is, it's also more hopeful. Inside our mothers we're at our safest, the closest to another human being we can be, and we still have all of our potential with none of our failures. It's a risk-free, entirely loved form of existing.
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