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Lyrics:
Home alone, tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm going back to therapy
'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparable years ago
Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
But I loved you then and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should but I could never hate you
Music video by Billie Eilish performing Male Fantasy. © 2021 Darkroom/Interscope Record
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Views : 23,919,822
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Dec 6, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.964 (8,157/891,769 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:53:48.869273Z
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YouTube Comments - 31,502 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
THAT'S THE ONE OF THE BESTS SONGS ON THE ALBUM
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Its February 2024, let's see how many people are listening to this masterpiece❤
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I love how she isn’t singing about a person to a person. But a depressed person to themselves.
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"I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel" the way she represented that feeling by just sitting there lost is so relatable
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The way she represented exactly how depression feels. The way I was exactly like this last year...you are an incredible artist Billie Eilish.
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Only billie can represent what depression feels like this perfectly i love you so much bill
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i am literally sobbing. this song has been one of my favorites since it came out and it means so much to me. i never knew that there was a music video and i literally cannot- this is so well done and i can relate with every piece of my soul. billie, your music has gotten me through the worst time in my life and i cant express how supportive its been for me. thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
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My favorite female artist no matter how big she gets it feels like her music always stays true to who she is.
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This is one of the reasons why I love billie, her music and her productions so much: she always pours her heart and soul into making them and there’s always something so realistic and pure about them.
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Her voice is absolutely incredible!!
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I wonder if Billie realizes how relatable her music gets for others.
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I've been living like this for years. Thank u billie for showing the world what depression looks like through a 3 minute video.
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"Cause I loved you then and I love you now."
story of my life...💔
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My little sister passed away in february and I miss her every day , I am very sad .......I cant afford therapy but looking at her pictures and listening to music helps me .....I blame myself for not seeing how sad she was , she said she is fine , she wants to start swimming lessons she said , she was an artist _ she made beautiful paintings ......she always walked in a room with a smile or a story to tell ......I miss her , they said she commited suicide _ olanzapine ......she was only scared , she needed me and I didnt know ......I hope she forgives me for not being better sister , and I hope she knows I love her for eternitity , I love you and I miss you Liene Katrina Lisovska .
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I just wanna hear this song over and over
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No I'm not gonna say this is one of the best songs that she's ever made. Every single song that she puts out is a masterpiece.
Like how is this even humanly possible?
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She actually sounds like an angel
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I know a lot of people relate to this song due to depression, which was likely the intent after seeing the video, but I have a special affinity for this song for a more positive reason.
I had a best friend for ten years before we had the biggest falling out of our friendship. For a year and a half, we did not speak. She walked back into my life, not knowing how I would receive her, and I sent her the lyrics to this song. I told her this described how I felt about her. Since that moment forward, we rekindled our friendship and we've been stronger and better than ever the past year and a half.
This song to me is a beautiful beacon of our friendship. That girl is my sister, blood can be damned. I loved her then and I love her now. I truly don't know how. I'll never give up on the RIGHT people just because they've done a few things WRONG in life.
Love you Jossa Boss. Always. She is so strong. I wish all of you her level of strength to get through this ride of life. ♡
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As always, Billie finds the perfect expression ... here: for this feeling, when you have lost someone who is obviously not able to love you back... Love only knows love. Love only speaks love. Love knows nothing else than love. Love is unable to understand anything that is not love. This is why someone being in love will never be able to hate the beloved one, no matter what. Only cognition can help. But this means that you have to split into 2 "persons": one governed by feelings of love and one that protects the other with strategic decisions and discipline.
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@ASMRconKiki
2 years ago
This is such a great visual representation of what living with depression feels like.
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