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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jun 10, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.925 (260/13,582 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-11T14:29:48.43461Z
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Listening to this as I was thinking how such a mess my life been since 2019, right after my dad passes away. How I wasnt ready with him left me when I wasnt around him, how I wasnt ready with the global pandemic that made me felt too comfortable inside the house, thinking I wasnt growing enough in the past 3 years.. Thinking how failure i was for taking too long to finishes my thesis because i couldnt bring myself to start working on it. I appreciate the little things I did such as learning to let go toxic relationship and some toxic behavior, I appreciate how I was trying to learn how i can make my life better and more organized because I felt like a family burden.. I appreciate every little efforts I made to change myself.. but sometimes I stuck and sat down asking myself ... "Is it ever enough? is it even enough? am i enough? " I know im not doing good, but Im trying... but is that enough..?
I never wanted to gave up on my study, I want to graduate and get decent job to payback my now only parent, my mom. I never wanted to gave up on life bcs I know, God have something for me.. I just really need a strong heart for it, right now im easily to be afraid, feeling insecure, even when I know everyone has their own limit, not everyone are perfect, we are all just trying to survive everyday.. :')
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@deintri
1 year ago
I internalized this song as missing the old me, before I knew what I know now. But now it's too late to go back, I'm stuck on this new form, but I still think of her... I still love my old self.
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