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Lyrics:
Breaking down Iām shutting off by myself
On my worst behavior wishing itās bound to stop
Im so over it, but im back to the start
Now Iām left with the pound of my heart
Tryna breathe to the beat of my heart
I canāt focus on one thing at a time
Iām distracted by the feeling of not being fine
The waves of common uncertainty
Itās too late to try and break out the box
Iām too late to try and tell it to stop
I want me to feel
I want me to feel good
If I step to the right, I might lose my whole life
Im up way to high a tightrope of feelings
Just got to breathe like Iām part of the sea
āCause I am not okay
Yeah I am not okay
Hold on donāt wait fighting the fear to figure it out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down yea
This feels like a takeover
Brainwaves out of control
Donāt panic on the threshold
Hold it all down
Hold on, Iāll wait, fighting the chance to figure out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down?
am I standing or falling down?
Iām too scared to see what comes after this
Feeling small but Iām still darker than this whole abyss
itās weird how you canāt shake it off
A lesson learned canāt chase it all
Yeah Iām too late to try and break out the box
I want me to feel
I want me to feel good
If I step to the right, I could lose my whole life
Iām up way too high a tightrope of feelings
Just got to breathe like Iām part of the sea
āCause I am not okay
Yeah I am not okay
Hold on donāt wait fighting the fear to figure it out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down
This feels like a takeover
Brainwaves out of control
Donāt panic on the threshold
Hold it all down
Hold on, Iāll wait, fighting the chance to figure out
So clear the way, am I standing or falling down?
am I standing or falling down?
Am I standing or falling down?
CREDITS
Production Company - Burned Negative Director - Richard Valencia
Producer - Burned Negative
Associate Producer - Mason Layag
1st AD - Adan Miguel
Director of Photography - Evan Weidenkeller 1st AC - Garet Jetsek
Camera Intern - Estevan Falcon
Gaffer - T.J Signago
Gaffer(ADDāL) - Gavin Murray
Best Boy(Electric) - Justin Sadler
Key Grip - Alex Kennison
Best Boy(Grip) - Dane Ostensen
Production Designer - Mia Tralongo
Art Assistant - Haley Sylvers
Costume Designer - Ariel Tunnell
HMU - Tammy Yi
Colorist - Sean Wells(Roast N Post)
BTS - Lauren Lamboy
Production Intern - Zain Assad
Production Intern - Adam Rosenberg
#AudreyMika #Panic
Views : 800,270
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Feb 7, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.973 (346/51,516 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-02-15T05:56:52.584094Z
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YouTube Comments - 1,594 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
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: Y U Gotta Be Like That
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ok but why is no one talking about how accurate this is with anxiety? especially when she runs into the bathroom to take a moment and then goes out and immediately sticks with the only person she knows like oml this is so accurate
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Fun fact: Billie Eilish follows her on Instagram since she covered her "I love you"
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Omg i remember the pink microphone days, look at her now, i'm so proud.
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unrelated but she's SERVING with the looks in this video
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My brain: sees āpan!cā
My mouth: OMG LIKE AT THE DISCO
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I got into an argument with my parents over the fact that I didn't want to swim anymore, I'm a college swimmer. I got tired of this immense pressure on my shoulders to be better than everyone else to shave off seconds or half-seconds from my times. My teammates didn't enjoy me being on the team since I was openly gay. My parents didn't understand that I just couldn't handle the harassment anymore. I didn't love swimming as I used too. It took my friends taking me out to get my mind over the argument with my parents and my decision to quit swimming, only for me to find out I had no social awareness. I felt out of place, I didn't drink or smoke or do drugs, and found out I felt uncomfortable around large groups of people. I realized that I had put so much of my time into swimming. I didn't know any social norms because I didn't have time to learn them before. I've been swimming for 16 plus years and coming to the realization that I didn't know how to be a - what society thinks - normal 20 years old fucking hurt me. I'm learning now though, I'm learning how to have fun my own way, I don't need to smoke or drink or do drugs or go to massive parties. I can have fun just hanging out with my close friends. I also learned that I still enjoy swimming, but I have to do it on my own terms. This song embodies the emotions I'm feeling and the hurt I went through, it couldn't have come at a better time in my life.
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made my eyes water towards the end. captured that whole feeling of anxiety so perfectly. man.
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It feels like only yesterday she was belting out covers w her pink mic... and now she's on the billboards in timesquare!! I've never been so proud :)
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This is so so so relatable to me and it breaks my heart seeing how Audrey doesn't feel right in the same environment as people her age.
You're not alone, Audrey, we are here for you
479 |
Wait but I don't see many comments about she visually tells us in the MV: I remember she mentioned to us before that dancing was her life and then she fell in love with singing and chose that path instead, and that that decision was hard. It seems like the MV emphasizes how she must have felt like she was betraying that part of her life and how she must have felt torn.
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Audrey: uploads a video
Me: Pan!cs
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From Pink mic
To Tik Tok famous
To Genius
Me: PanĀ”cs
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This is literally how i imagined āxannyās music video would look like
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YES MY BABY
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This girl is going to get on really high places
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0:46 YALL SEE THE PINK MIC MY BABAY
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The fact that this song portrays so well everything i've been feeling in these last months...thanks i really needed this. I don't feel alone in this anymore and it doesn't change how i feel but it changes how i think about the way i feel.
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okay, but this girl is fire. she literally started off as a girl with a pink kids mic that a parent would buy for their child, to this whole new level. people are starting to realize that she is such a beautiful singer and that you can relate and understand to her songs so well! People started to be interested in her music on Tik Tok as well! This girl is so amazing, I can't. she doesn't even use autotune, she's right from the core. I'm very happy for her, and just look at where she's come. she's amazing and I love her!! <3
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@shahzaib-rr6cl
4 years ago
yāall saying āiāve been here since pink mic daysā as if she wasnāt using it a day ago
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