@Itzz.St4r.-kb4yn

1 month ago

I got mental issues and depression,he not caress..After all that?..After all the love I gave him.He is now selfish.He and I was now for 4 yrs friends.Then a girl came and he replaced me..He is now a:Selfish person,traitor,liar and a backstabber.HE WAS NOT EVEN THERE AS I NEEDED HIM THE MOST IN THE BLACK TIMES.I TEXTED HIM EVERYDAY BUT…slowly…he started not to reply…I even changed my self with the hope he will have interest in me again,but that girl stole him from me…he the “sun” of my black life was gone..He not caress about me anymore,he not talks withe me anymore,he not even plays with me anymore…with every single day I feel more bad…I talk about him,I think about him,I dream about him and all I get is NOTHING.he took my heart as he leave me….I hate him,but I just can’t hate him…Let’s give him the name:”Ilya.So 2020 illya and I had 3 other friends.Let give one of them the name:Berin behrad and mn.So 2020 we all was close friends but 2021 I had to quit,days later behrad quit too.2023 I came online.Illya berin and mn changed..(I never saw behrad again or could talk to him.3 of us was left and we still was friends but berin got a new girlfriend(normal way). But I got jealous In that time I liked berin not illya.Berin stopped talking to me.I cried sometimes..But with time I forgot about him and we blocked each other (berin and me) so mn didn’t talk with me too.Illya and I was left.2024 Our friendship started to go in the bad way…We stopped playing,talking,texting and more…I love him I rly do….But we lose contact to each other and the worst he started to replace me….I cry EVERT NIGHT…I think ABOUT HIM EVERY NIGHT AND EVERY DAY…I don’t know what to do anymore…It breaks me more to see him with other girls. (People) I’m not a control freak…I just miss him and the days we had once…But it’s over.From this day on.I won’t say a single thing to him.let’s see if he will worry.

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