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388,677,189 Views • Jan 23, 2020 • Click to toggle off description
Directed by Billie Eilish
Developed/Edited by John Paul Horstmann
VFX by Ingenuity Studios
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Lyrics:
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly (fly)
So I stepped off the Golden, mm
Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried)
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care)
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
It could've been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?
If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?
Music video by Billie Eilish performing everything i wanted. © 2020 Darkroom/Interscope Records
Views : 388,677,189
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jan 23, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.92 (119,044/5,857,802 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T22:00:58.128742Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Director: “I’m not letting you drive a car into the water”
Billie: “Fine”
Also Billie: “So I am your new director-“
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Anyone in 2024?
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the "they dont deserve you" its a special feel...
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This song sounds like heaven but hurts like hell
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OMG the “but my head was underwater” part was executed perfectly
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"and everybody wants something from me now, and i don't wanna let 'em down"
that one hits hard
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Billie has said in past interviews that one of her worst fears is drowning and she wanted to incorporate that into a video. I interpret this as her saying that with her brother by her side she can face anything, even what she fears most.
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“As long as I am here no one can hurt you” why can’t we all have someone like that in our lives 🤧
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anyone in April 2024?
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When this came out I was homeless, on drugs, and then jail. I now have a house, job, and husband. This song and “Clover Cage - The Chess Piece” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you ❤️
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“I tried to scream, but my head was underwater” hits different
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"As long as i am here, no one can hurt you"
me to myself
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finneas: the ocean is so beautiful
also finneas: we’re getting awfully close to the water
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billie and finneas holding hands and smiling
my brain : don't cry don't cry don't cry don't cry
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It’s sweet that Billie is so close with her brother. I wish I had a relationship like that with one of my siblings. Used to, but… things happened. Not exactly sure what, but… now I’m working on learning to be lonely and being comfortable with the silence.
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Anyone on April 2024?😢
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This song always gave me chills. My brother means a lot to me, and he recently died in a motorcycle accident when he was driving to work. He was always there for me, he was my one-call-away ride when I'm at work, he'll pick me up as fast as he can. We were really close, we played and laugh all the time when we were just kids. We would fight for a while, but we'll easily forgive each other. I miss everything about my little brother, he's the kindest person you'll ever meet. I was saving up money for his dream to become a pilot, but now that he's gone, I'm kinda lost track of what I should do with my life. I miss everything about him, watching movies, playing games, and going out to eat. I regret not telling him how much I love him when he was still alive.
So to everyone who has siblings, always make them feel loved, we will never know when will they leave us.
Edit: Thank you guys, I'm crying as I read all your precious comments. I never expected that my comment will gain a lot of attention. I just wanted to share my thought last week when I commented on this, and after that, I immediately switched to my work account, that's why I wasn't receiving notifs of all your replies. Someone found my IG account and messaged me there, I will not know that this has already gained a lot of replies and likes if he did not message me. I was feeling really down last week, cause September has always been our favorite month. My family and I are trying to be strong, and we are doing well, it still hurts a lot, and we miss him every day, but we always have to continue to stay positive with our life, even if we are facing a lot of trials and struggles. Thank you, I am really touched will all of your comments.
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Billie 2016: ocean eyes
Billie 2020: drives into ocean
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This one is my favorite song from her. It hits home because I struggle with severe depression and my mind goes to very dark places sometimes and we often forget to appreciate those around us to lift us out of those places. This song tells a story that I think a lot of people miss.. her car is sinking further into the water and getting darker and darker and her brother stayed right there holding her hand as the water rises up.. its beautiful to see how much love they have and how he understands her pain and won’t let her drown alone. He will always be there no matter how dark her mind gets and how hard it is for her to hold on. It’s so beautiful and I hope everyone who sees this video can take a moment to appreciate how beautiful this is and how sad at the same time. Billie is the artist I resonate with to a spiritual level and I hope one day she’s able to overcome depression and experience this beautiful life with every moment cherished 🩷
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@Ana-yy4nj
4 years ago
billie and her brother: “as long as im here no one can hurt you “ me and my brother: as long as im here i will hurt you
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