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CREDITS:
Director & Animator: Dillon Moore
Backgrounds & dog: Kate Renshaw-Lewis
Color: Sammy Lamb
Co-Producer & Additional VFX: Andrew Onorato
Boils: Ani Bharadwaj
LYRICS:
Tuesday, in the morning
I walk outside to a police car
Pulling up to my yard
Goodbye dear stepfather
I punch my fist right through the wall
Duh duh, duh duh, duhduh duhduh
Now that it's over
I don't know how to feel
Moving to California
Where I won't have to deal
So, watcha think?
Do you think it would make you sad?
Watcha think?
Do you think it would make you sorry?
Well, I'm sorry
I wouldn't want to make you sorry
For me
Wednesday, in the morning
I walk downstairs
To the sound of my mother and my sister crying
Chain-smoking cigarettes
Foot to the floor of my car
As I go to confront you
Now that it's over
I don't know how to feel
Moving to California
Where I won't have to deal
So, watcha think?
Do you think it would make you sad?
Watcha think?
Do you think it would make you sorry?
Well, I'm sorry
I wouldn't want to make you sorry
I'm sorry
I wouldn't want to make you sorry
I'm sorry
I wouldn't want to make you sorry
For me
Views : 2,017,852
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Oct 14, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.976 (396/64,987 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-04-09T21:19:46.76829Z
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YouTube Comments - 2,174 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
crying, throwing up, sliding down my head against the wall dramatically, banging my head on the wall, ripping my hair out, screaming, punching air, shitting, crying, violently throwing up, bleeding, throwing myself off the stairs
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Really made me feel something truly lovely
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This song makes me feel something completely original. There isn't a Ricky Montgomery song I don't like. This song is beautiful.
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That's what I call poetic art
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This hasnāt even come out yet and itās already stuck in my head
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if this isn't gonna be my new crying song then ill just cry in defeat.
edit: Its my crying song.
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This is beautiful wow
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I left home and ran to Oregon when I was 15 to escape my abusive step-father. The next year my true father passed away suddenly and I spent the rest of my teen years homeless. This song and Talk to You have become the soundtrack of my life. Thank you, Ricky. Your music is lifesaving ā¤ļø
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This song will definitely make me cry because ofcourse it Ricky
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Ricky is the most complete artist and deserves more recognition, change my mind
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To me, this song expresses things that I can't put into words. The day where they get taken from my home, straight into foster care at 8 and a half years old. The emotionless kiddo who couldn't find the right emotion to feel as they held their younger sibling who was just as confused, getting into that unfamiliar home, getting sick every visit. That empty emotionless feeling. How could have they have ever expressed it? Happy? Sad? Angry? Maybe sick? What could I have done? Should I smile? Frown? Grin? Smirk? Laugh? Chuckle? Cry historically? Throw a tantrum? What should I do?
There was nothing but a tiredlessly, strange confusion, for many days, months, then years. How did they cope with it? How did they manage with their younger sibling who also did nothing but wonder as well. Both orbiting around each other, clumsily holding each other each step of the way. Stumbling into this song, where they finally feel something like a spark.
And then finally, for the first time in a long time, they let go of each other and find comfort. Their first breakdown, it felt so painful and cruel. They could finally feel and question. "Why, where, and when did we have to end up like this?"
11 and 6 (ongoing)
And there, they clumsily held each other on a rainy night, finally able to break free from their never-ending pain of a prison.
(I honestly dunno what i did with this, it was just a vent. Thx to whoever person u may be, reading a soon-to-be teens expression in a comment section lol)
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When I was 8 my dad started dating this girl, later they got married. She treated me like the scum of the Earth. She kicked me, stabbed me with a fork, splashed water in my face, ripped up my art, told me I was worthless, and so much more. Luckily my dad ended up divorcing her when I was in 7th grade. When she left, the day Iād been waiting for, I felt numb, there was no joy, no anger, no relief, just nothing. Life went on and I got ābetterā, I was taken out of therapy. This is my first year of highschool and my brain decided it was time to remember everything. Half of the things I listed I didnāt remember until recently. Iām a wreck, and I canāt ask for help.
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it must have been hard to show your vulnerable side to write such a personal song w heartfelt lyrics for the sake of our enjoyment. thank you for that ricky, your efforts have definitely paid off :)
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Honestly his music slaps so much, Im glad he is getting recognition than he once did before :)
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This connected to me on a whole new level as Iām studying abroad, away from my parents. So many things happened while Iām not there like my sisterās health problem and my parents divorce and I feel guilty for not being there. The lyrics āso I donāt have to dealā hit me hard because a part of me also selfishly glad that I donāt have to experience it but it also means that Iām running away from the pain while my family have to experience itā¦it just a lot and I want to say sorry for not being there for themā¦
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i am genuinely scared to know what this song is about, itās so beautiful and sad even without context
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26 hours for a song that will definitely make me cry
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I will never forget how this song came out on the same day that I ended up homeless bc of a domestic abuse situation, got in the way of my mom and her abusive boyfriend and I ended up with a black eye and a cigarette burn next to my eye, and this song has been something that will always been so close to me bc of that. This song got me through so much when I needed to be strong for my mom and my younger siblings. And the lyrics personally hit close to home to, I remebr being in the car on the way to the hotel that we were running away to, scared, not knowing where we were going, not knowing what to do. I was looking forward for the song release for a few weeks before any of this had happened. And then I listened to the song and I felt at least a little heard-
Even if the song is about a completely different situation, the lyrics related to the events that I had just gone through in such a personal way that I didn't feel as small anymore ig...
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This isnāt nice. This is art. Art isnāt meant to be nice. Itās meant to make you feel. And Ricky, I truely felt something of a soft marmalade tea made with the tears of longing for a better Sunday. Sending all my love, thank you for a beautiful piece of art
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@strangerkid_
2 years ago
Sorry For Me lyrics: Tuesday, in the morning I walk outside to a police car Pulling up to my yard Goodbye dear stepfather I punch my fist right through the wall Now that it's over I don't know how to feel Moving to California Where I won't have to deal So, watcha think? Do you think it would make you sad? Watcha think? Do you think it would make you sorry? Well, I'm sorry I wouldn't want to make you sorry For me Wednesday, in the morning I walk downstairs To the sound of my mother and my sister crying Chain-smoking cigarettes Foot to the floor of my car As I go to confront you Now that it's over I don't know how to feel Moving to California Where I won't have to deal So, watcha think? Do you think it would make you sad? Watcha think? Do you think it would make you sorry? Well, I'm sorry I wouldn't want to make you sorry I'm sorry I wouldn't want to make you sorry I'm sorry I wouldn't want to make you sorry For me. Thank me later...
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