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I Can't Trust Myself
Written by: me and Lewis Gardiner
Produced by: Lewis Gardiner
Mixed by: Geoff Swan
Mastered by: RedRedPaw

Directed by: me
Shot by: My brother
Colour by: Jacob Dixon
Graphics by: Emma Liu @emmargram

Lyrics:
[Verse]
Seconds and moments, we treasure them now
Since we broke it off, I don't see you around
Truth is, it's your face that I wanna see in the crowd

We dance like magnets when we're in the room,
Yeah I'm talking to her, but I'm focused on you
I know you're the same and we're both tryna play this real cool

[Pre-Chorus]
But when your body's close to mine
Can't help, we move in time
But I know in the back of my mind

[Chorus]
I can't trust myself
When you're close, it's hard to tell
If we're rеally in or we're out
'Cause wе're up then we're down
Got me falling back in your arms somehow
Can't trust myself
It's a special place in Hell
Tryna keep my hands by my side
But you know what they're like
I can't trust myself

[Verse]
Angels and devils, they're talking to me
My brain is a mess in your vicinity
Turn back the time, I miss the way that we used to be

[Pre-Chorus]
But when your body's close to mine
Can't help, we move in time
But I know in the back of my mind

[Chorus]
I can't trust myself
When you're close, it's hard to tell
If we're really in or we're out
'Cause we're up then we're down
Got me falling back in your arms somehow
Can't trust myself
It's a special place in Hell
Tryna keep my hands by my side
But you know what they're like
I can't trust myself

[Bridge]
I can't trust myself
When you're close, can't you tell?
I wanna see us shining again
So can we pretend?
I'll fall back in your arms

Can't trust myself
It's a special place in hell
Tryna keep my hands by my side
But you know what they're like
I can't trust myself