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Genre: Entertainment
Date of upload: Premiered Apr 10, 2021 ^^
Rating : 4.978 (22/4,057 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-01-23T23:32:17.749196Z
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But you're supposed to make it gay, you clicked on a wlw cover for a reason??
I don't wanna seem the way I do
But I'm confident when I'm with you
Lately, all I feel is bad and bruised
Tired of trippin on my shoes
But when she loves me, I feel like I'm floating
When she calls me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually, I'm nothing,
You will always be my favorite form of loving <3
When I start to tumble from the sky
You remind me how to fly
Lately, I've been feeling not alive
But you bring me back to life
But when she loves me, I feel like I'm floating
When she calls me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually, I'm nothing, you will always be my favorite form of loving <3
But when she loves me, I feel like I'm floating
When she calls me pretty, I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually, I'm nothing, you will always be my favorite form of loving <3
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But when she loves me I feel like I'm floating
When she calls me pretty I feel like somebody
Even when we fade eventually to nothing
You will always be my favorite form of loving
(She broke up with me, told me not to date girls anymore, I told her that this is me and I can't change it, she told me I'm a sin and I have to change, I did, I dated boys and never found happiness, I'm now depressed and has no hope in my life. Don't change what you are for other people, it'll only cause you sorrowđĽđ)
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something i experienced but written into a wattpad story yay
you got changed into your pajamas as it was 8:00 and you were already tired. the sleepover had been so fun already, especially since you had so much time with her. earlier today we both got boba and shared ice cream sandwiches, almost holding hands while walking around the mall. if only you could grasp her soft hand without it being awkward...
"wanna go into forever21? i saw some hoodies in there you might like!"
"sure, i think i saw some jeans that would look good on you!"
you gazed at the wall, remembering the contents of today. finally putting on your socks, she took your phone and called your friend. you fell on the floor and started being a goofball and acting like a crazy person as they laughed and exclaimed "i think shes gone crazy!" and "oh noooo!"
after all of the flopping around on the floor, you felt even more exhausted. you plopped on her bed and listened while your crush and your friend were drawing together on procreate, doing funny mustaches and trying to copy the mona lisa. (epic fail)
you cuddled up against her and felt the warmth of her arms and the faint scent of tropical perfume. you absorbed that scent with every bone in your body and never wanted it to stop. it felt like heaven....
suddenly you began to drift away into dreams. you being half awake-half asleep, you overheard her say "i think shes actually asleep... "and a muffled "thats adorable! :)"
you smiled and cuddled closer to her, feeling her pat your head.
the wonders started rushing in. "does she actually like you?" "what if i make everything awkward and ask her if we should date.. no that will ruin our friendship." you sniffed in the mango-strawberry aroma and suddenly everything felt better.
after a million sorrys when she accidentally bumped your head with her arm, you woke up and frowned at the fact that it was over. you had to go back home and your only chance to confess was over.... until you hear
"but when she loves me i feel like im floating, when she calls me pretty i feel like somebody, even when we fade eventually to nothing you will always be my favorite form of loving."
this was very inspired by inouette (sorry if i spelled your name wrong), a pinned comment of a story she wrote. it gave me the idea to put the reason i listened to this song here. go like her comment please!
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@sunnwoii2880
3 years ago
pov : âbut when she loves me, i feel like iâm floatingâ âaw, you're so cute when youâre like that!â your crush said with glee, her hands gently squeezing at your cheeks exactly like your grandmother when you used to visit her as a kid. your crush had hands that were thin yet delicate, them being very royal. just finishing up the ice cream your crush so generously paid for you, a bit of the said food smeared across your cheek. always being a messy eater, you kept to your habits. the sweet substance soon was wiped away from your crushâs touch as she pinched your cheeks while cleaning. the touch was loving yet warm. benign yet caring. affectionate yet welcoming. you still sulked as âcuteâ wasnât the preferred type of way to be called. it first reminded you of you being praised for your looks as a child as you grew out of that. plus it was your crush, and you would never want to imagine your crush as your grandma. the sunday afternoon you spent with the girl before you, and every minute was just another chance to hope for your crush to become more and more intimate with you. the girl you were so hardly crushing for, never really was direct with her feelings. it was so annoying since you had fallen head over heels for her, so when not giving a valid source of love was so frustrating. yet you appreciated the little moments of affection she would give you, savoring that moment as if it was the last meal of food that you had. finishing the cone off with another bite, the girl scrunched her nose slightly from your cuteness, her admiring your face being slightly messy. she examined every feature of you and loved it with all her heart. all the actions of love made you almost fly to the moon with how much it boosted your energy. just feeling like floating, the little movements meant the whole goddamn world for you. but now the dying question was raised; was it all in a friend type of way? âwhen she calls me pretty i feel like somebodyâ âgirl, i swear, you look smoking hotâ the girl said to you while you tried to fix yourself in the mirror of the girls public bathroom. women upon women came in and out of the room to wash up, them coming in all different sizes. the frat party you and your crush were invited to had a public bathroom, for both men and women. your crush whispered in your ear while in the party, booming lights blinding you. the loud hip-hop music was all you heard, it being a miracle that your ears worked enough to hear the small voice of your crush. the sound was gentle and soothing, a nice contrast to the hard rap that was being blasted through the speakers. âcome to the bathroom with me?â the girl said in your ear while covering it with one of her hands, her voice barely touching the bottom of your ear as you were much taller than her. in a way, it was cute, both of you looking like you were already a couple. happily agreeing, you wanted to get out of the party for a few minutes since all the heavy commotion was too much for you. shifting away from the colored lights the party held, your crush led you into the girls bathroom with a grin. she pulled you with only her hand, you fully entrusting her with her being your eyes. you trusted her to such an extent since she was one of your closest friends, but wow would you take every fighting chance to be more than that. but of course, there comes sexuality, riding upon this ride of confusing love. would you even know if she was lesbian? or even into girls in general? the questions kept on popping up the more and more you fell into this hole of love. you never had to actually go to the bathroom, but you just needed an actual excuse to get away from all the terrible fuckboys that preyed on all the girls. they disgusted you to death, your face always contorting into a face of aversion. your crush then happily secluded themselves into one of the open stalls, her sending a sheepish wave with her fingers your way as she closed the door. sitting back to wait, you looked at yourself in the mirror, some insecurities coming in. always insecure about certain parts of your body, you tried to shout out every small thing that you despised. it could even be the most careless thing like a strand of hair, but you would always have a way to hate on it. all the way from middle school to now did that way of thinking always stick. despite how horrible the thinking was, you could never grow out of that mindset. but your crush was always in for the rescue. âgirl, stop worrying too much, you look drop dead gorgeousâ the girl said with a slight smirk, her left end of her lips crooking up slightly. she had low hooded eyes that stared at you in the mirror, as she just got out of the bathroom. still clutching onto the small purse she carried along to this party. she too fixed herself up a bit in the mirror, the hem of her dress being pulled down by the tips of her fingers. she then fixed her makeup slightly, her giving you looks of reassurance through the mirror occasionally. and well for you, you werenât moving. not only did she call you pretty, but you felt valid. like you were important in her life and without you, she could never function. almost like a girlfriend. âeven when we fade eventually to nothingâ âYOUR GOING TO CALIFORNIA?! IâM GOING TO NEW YORK FOR COLLEGE!â your crush said with such disappointment, the two of you being inseparable since the 2nd grade. you both were just finishing the day off of your final exams for high school, you both around this time getting the college submissions back. around this time, all the colleges applied for would be accepting or rejecting students and students should have already picked what college they would study for. you picked one in the sunny rays of california, it being known for the colleges of creativity. as for your crush, she was going to new york for her math degree in NYU. sadly, that led to departure. and so, suitcases after suitcases did the two of you pack, each one being harder to pack because of how the two would be miles away. both would be across a country, and depressingly enough, this was the first time you two had been separated for such a long distance. you guys lived close enough for walking, and even your parents were so close to a point where you both did trips together. so leaving, even with you being in close contact, was such a heartbreaking event. love added a whole new layer as well, making you hate yourself too. you didnât confess, and well, it was too late now. âdonât forget to call me every night, okay? now, youâll be late, iâll miss you!!â your crush said with such saddened eyes as your flight was the first one to take off. both of you even being in the airport showed how attached you both were, and all you could do was watch your loved one slip away like sand. hugging her for the last time, you smelled her familiar scent, it being a classic that she always wore. it was one from a bathing store, the scent being strong in such a pleasing way. the hints of vanilla with an overall scent of flowers filled your nose as you interlocked arms with her. the scent drowned your nose, you always wanting to smell every bit of it. but the scent soon faded away with every step you took, getting closer and closer to the gate that boarded your plane. âyou will always be my favorite form of lovingâ âand thatâs most of the clothes i got from the clothing store nearby, and it only cost me around 30$!â the girl said in your phone as you just admired all the luxurious items she bought while in new york. she showed off most of her dorm, and how she organized it. all of the decoration she would explain, and did you soak up every bit. smiling gently in the camera, you could stare at her for hours and never get bored. not caring about if she noticed you or not, you would just be in your own fantasy staring at her facial gestures. seeing her animated expressions all just gave you life. that cute chuckle she would make when you had a mishap happen to you over the phone. or when she would laugh hysterically like a donkey when you cracked a joke about her worrying collection of different notepads. all the little moments, all the minutes, and all the seconds. âand wow, iâm still in love with youâ
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