@alisonmonrocq1698

5 months ago

Lyrics: It was so easy with you So salty and gross Made me feel clean by comparison It was a tongue in my mouth And a fire in my house It made me look so innnocent I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game all the way to the ends Look at this stupid little song for you You're pretty good at this game too I wish I didn't miss you Or that I liked you at all I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up I wish I had your set of balls But I'm a chemical compound I'm just the ring you take off I'm just the nice little girl you fake it with Before you go make it work with the one that you love I drink my dumb little drinks Act like you care what i think Or like i really wanna get to know you Give everybody a chance Put on my make up and dance Say things like "I'll do anything for you" Don't I look good in this dress In this whole manicured mess I look phenomenal but only to you - oh It's even worse than you think I'm watching everything And I'll die before I tell you the truth I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game through the ends One more stupid little song for you You're better than you thought at this too I wish I never met you Or that I wanted you still I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up I wish you just come over and kill me But I'm your chemical compound I'm just the ring you take off I'm just the nice little girl you fake it with Before you go make it work with the one that you love And I don't even resent that Do you get that i don't even object I don't mind what you meant But then how dare you express Whatever brand of respect this is When I made sure that we both know I'm a mess I hate it most when they're kind When they have meaningful lives And I'm the awfful one standing next to them It was an earnest suggestion A real connection Every part of me poses a threat to them And if you're mean then they'll laugh Like they don't unnderstaand If you got it, you would fucking go home Say that you want me still Or that I'm mentally ill Or I'm just a bitch But you'll never know I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game through the ends I'll pull the plug or I'll wait it out But i don't need you around I wish I never met you I wish I wasn't a waste I wish I had the guts to f my own life up Or the heart to set myself straight But I'm a chemical compound You're just the gun in my mouth If you'd stop romanticising who I am at parties You'd found your way out I wish I weren't a liar I wish that I could be kind I wish that I could trust you That things would turn out fine But I'm a chemical compound I'm just a flash in your hand And if you don't wanna play, just say so And you'll never have to see me again

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