@skyflyer20002

3 years ago

bruh everytime i listen to this not because its sad (which i know it is) but i wish i could go back to my childhood and find a good female friend and have a good childhood and a happy family but i dont im poor have no money or friends and am very suicidal and just want someone to be here for me i just hope when i find someone (if i ever do which i know i wont because nobody loves or cares for me) they will be what I was hoping for all along I just hope someone knows how i feel as i feel nobody else does seeing everyone else around my age has jobs, friends and 9 times out of 10, love whether its family or a bf/gf as i grew up with no friends and have and will always will be rejected by society and people but like i said i hope someone out there knows how i feel and this song brings back those kind of memories and feelings mainly bad ones in my life tbh and makes me always think ill never have any girl singing this with me because ill never have that, every other guy on the planet has that except me and it will always be like that no matter how much I try to change myself no matter how much I strive to be better it will always be like that I mean it has up until this point so why would it even change?

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