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Emma Iām a 70 year old grandma and i enjoy your videos. Iāve had bouts of depression too. So glad you are getting counseling. It helps. Just hang in there and do the work and the sun will come out again. God bless dear.
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I understand the need and want to internalize things in the back of your mind until your trapped then explode. Mine seem to trigger around my birthday when I thought I would be at a certain place in my life or seeing others hit milestone that I havenāt reached. The thing that helped but hurt at times was to āpull back the curtainā and examine why it was a sticking point , why it bothered me or why I made it something it wasnāt. A lot of mine was perception , expectations and managing those in a healthy way not a race ... what could wait and what couldnāt.
Take your time to figure it out and grow from it. Things feels bad now but they wonāt always be this way , this two will pass.
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I find it liberating knowing that someone else is going through sth like this as well.
Mental health is a factor not always taken into account in everyday life. We push and push to get through the week or the month. But we should be able to talk about these issues.
Thank you for bringing it up and somehow supporting other people going through the same.
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Emma, sending you love from China. As you may know, YouTube is blocked here. I got VPN to watch your videos cause you are so much fun and you helped me a lot with my own ups and downs. Take your time and we got your backā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
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You seem like a lovely person. Itās not fair that you have to deal with this. You bring a smile to my face when you joke around with Simon. Iām glad heās your rock. Take care of yourself. You arenāt alone.
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Kudos to you for being open about this. I'm one of those people who knows all too well how appearances can be deceiving in terms of depression and how very often we use externals as distractions so we don't have to deal with it. Take care of yourself, sweetie, it's a brave thing you are doing.
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Emma, this is powerful. As someone who has experienced similar challenges myself, I want to thank you for your honesty and bravery. Itās so important to use your platform in this way. All will be well X
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you've been absent from social media 2 weeks, i've been from life (read job life, most of social life as well) for over 2 years now. all caused by hereditary depression and a life crisis determined by excessive work in a city I did not lived in, moving to too many countries in a short time, not lowering my expectations low enough to know that as a foreigner you are not perceived as a human being trying to survive, but just as some cheaper workforce who would do anything to stay there (I did not so refused the system as a whole, especially in the US). Still getting there to put my life back together, open my own design business and convince my husband that home is the only place we belong in this crazy world where nowadays just superficiality, fakeness and cheating or judging other people matters. so, big hug and get over this soon!
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Emma, we support you, respect you, (and yes, love you). It's awesome you opened up because it's sooooo hard to talk about the stuff in our heads. Society (and esp SoMe) bring a lot of distorted veils that everything's alright. But we're human and sometimes everything just ain't alright. :) When we say it aloud it helps us and helps others to know we all go through the same shit. Share what you want with us, but don't feel obligated to share if you don't. Sending lots of love and positive thoughts....
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Youāre so strong for this... youāre an amazing beautiful person and I hope you feel better soon. Please donāt forget how wonderful you are and how much your videos make people feel better and influence them to be a better person
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Emma, first of all...you do not have to say you are sorry because you are not feeling ok. Its not youre fault. BUT I have been watching youre vlogs and understand the stress . I love you and Simon,and the doggies,and youre mom. But please take care of youre self. I have been a people pleaser for years and it almost killed me. When youre body and mind are screaming at you "Im not ok" please dont promise more videoes,vlogs...please,please take youre warning signals seriously. You need a looong and healthy break / hollyday without any cameras or blogposts. We're still here when you come back. sending you love and hugs from Norway.
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Two weeks ago I deleted Instagram and Facebook on my phone because I found out that it made me feel bad. Not your account and other few people, but most of the time it looks so perfect. I know you always say that social media isn't real life and I know it, but it's so hard when you always see perfection when you feel crap.
I'm not ok either and I should do the same as you and talk to someone..
Take time and take care, and I'm wishing you a happy birthday!! š
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I Hope youāre feeling even a little better....it was very brave of you to share your struggle and will undoubtably help someone else.
Sending you š
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Kudos for this video. I too struggle with mental health issues - mainly anxiety and depression - and I think itās helpful to talk about it. Itās not a weakness. Self awareness is powerful and we all love and are here for you. Thank you for sharing.
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Emma, thank you so much for sharing. Youāre definitely not alone. Iāve been struggling with depression most of my life, Iām 36. I was bullied as a kid, which was the cause of incredibly low self esteem, on top of that Iāve been struggling with infertility, which has taken my depression and anxiety to the next level. Iāve been going to a therapist and support groups, youāre doing the right thing, it definitely helps!
To me youāre perfect inside and out! Iām glad you have Simon and your adorable puppies to cheer you upā„ļø happy birthday!! š enjoy Turkey!!!
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Psychiatrists can dispense medication, therapists don't. That's the difference. Therapy was the best thing I ever did for myself. Everyone should go at some point. We should go to mental checkups as much as we go to physical ones. It's just nice. Take care of yourself. Glad you're taking some time and doing what you need to do. Love to all of you from MN! Happy Birthday!
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Happy birthday emmaā¤ļø
Hope you get the help you need and get better and feel happy and enjoy your life š
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What an amazing, raw video, babe. I think it's so wonderful that you've shared this! I know I've gone through ups and downs with creating content and the mental twists it creates. It's been so necessary to step back and shut off sometimes. It's so important to honour how you feel. Thought I'd share this quote that I love, "When you're in a dark place, you sometimes tend to things you've been buried. Perhaps you've been planted. Bloom." Sending you a massive hug and and a lot of love to you. xoxo
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Iām seeing more and more bloggers suffering from this, and Iām happy to see so many of you speaking out about it and making videos telling us your story. I think it encourages the conversation, your only human and itās nice you have a platform to spread awareness, itās brave to put anything on social media so thank you for being brave š
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@ebebeato7870
5 years ago
OmG! Youāre not alone! I struggle with depression every day! And Iām sure many of us here do too! (You would be surprised how many) I donāt know you personally but you seem to be lovely, a very kind and caring person so the universe will reward you for it! Keep the faith you will get better! I understand you, many of us get it, donāt worry. I thank you for your honesty, and thank you for sharing. I wish you all the best! Sending you blessings, love and light, from the USA! ā¤ļøšš¼
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