@mrhanjax

1 year ago

Bro, you seriously have no idea how much this song means to me. Not even necessarily as a pump track or anything that has to do with lifting. I've been struggling to be myself last months and especially the last weeks my mental health has dropped significantly to the point I don't feel me anymore. 2023 has been a real struggle. This song however brings a slight joy to me, a small dopamine wave, a breeze of happiness, you know. I find it difficult to combine lifting and school due to the fact that I do the hardest course in my country, in order to create 'a bright future'. This bright future is what also bothers me a lot with mainly the not knowing what's next factor. I have no interest in a particular subject, and I don't have a special talent either. I don't know what I'm going to do after high school. My dad wants me to become a doctor, but I don't feel like I'm interested in biology enough for that and my mom wants me to become an engineer, but I don't think I'm good enough at maths and physics for that. I've been stressing out about all these things and I can't find a way to clear my head, unless I listen to this song. The 'broken heart' part is real af too. I could probably pull 90% of the girls my age, but the only one I really want is always giving mixed signals and she's always texting other guys. Sometimes I feel like she just uses me for attention, even though we already kissed multiple times and had intimate moments together. I could keep going on over reasons why I want to end it all but I promised myself I'd make my younger self proud. In the gym - as a person - and in my career. This song already got me through some tough days and it will probably carry me through some way tougher days as well. Sorry for bothering you with this bible, I just had to get this of my chest and I don't really have someone to do this with. Keep making songs, because you're literally saving lives with it. Love, T.

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