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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Dec 30, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.942 (7,386/503,565 LTDR)
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My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life...
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I love him. I love him to his core. Deeper, even. His little mannerisms, the way he stumbles upon his words, the way he struggles to complete his sentences; he has so much to say, to express, yet so little words to express them. Heâs so deep. Heâs such a sentimental person, a sweetheart. Heâs so unreal. Majestic, beautiful. His voice sweet and smooth like honey, as is his love. Gosh I dont know what i would do without him. Iâve never loved anyone like i love him, he is my home. My forever love. I love him so, so much. And it hurts because heâs not real, he doesnât even know me. Like he said, âLove is rich with honey and venomâ.
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This song makes me so sad. I cry to it every night. I wish I could bring home my grandparents who I loved so much. I miss them so much and they were such a big part of who I am now. At the age of 17, I give them all the credit on who I became to be. Without them I would have never been adopted into a loving family with parents who support me even during my hardest times. If I could ask for one thing to come true right now, it would be to be able to see them again once more. I know they are in heaven and I will see them whenever my times to go and join them. I will always honor them and I dedicate anything I do to them because they mean so much to my success.
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* The way cotton candy melts in your mouth
* Listening to sad music
* Dancing aggressively
* Songs that shouldnât be funny but are
* Looking through old yearbooks
* Crushing on a guy
* Laughing uncontrollably for way too long
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* Drawings of bees
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* Rediscovering songs that you forgot about
* Windy days when you can hardly stand
* Warm rainfall
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* Gumball machines
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* Zoo trips with your family
* Silly string wars
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* Sharing a milkshake with two straws with your S/O
* Occasional sibling bonding moments
* The idea of meeting your future husband in a cute way like at a roller rink or carnival
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* Riding bikes through your neighborhood as a kid
* Playing four square in the middle of the street
* Your kindergarten best friend
* Bus rides in school
* Singing duets with people after realizing you both know the words to that song
* Getting scared/pranked by your sibling
* Games of hide n seek
* Finding shapes in the clouds
* Getting paragraphs from your best friend that make you feel better
* Changing your hairstyle/color after a while
* Running to the kitchen when the smell of freshly baked cookies wafts into your room
* Singing karaoke
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* Guys wearing eyeliner
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* Writing poetry
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* Painting
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* Orangutans because monkeys are fucking hilarious
* Tropical fruit
* Traveling
* Big city energy
* Power suits and blazers
* Getting to the front of the line for the rollercoaster
* Every single Katy Perry song ever
* Graffiti
* Walking on railroad tracks
* The idea of being a little boy in the 80âs building forts and going to arcades
* Horror movies
* Going to concerts and singing every word to every song
* Frogs
* Finding out that someone has the same obsession over a person or thing as you
* Feminist celebrities
* Those moments when your handwriting is suddenly pretty
* Old people telling stories
* Book series you read as a kid but forgot about
* Hugging your friends
* Building snowmen
* Climbing trees
* Getting complimented on your outfit or hair when you already know you look like a bad bitch
* Song lyrics that make you want to cry when you think about their meaning
* Band posters
* The concept of falling in love
* Eating something and automatically raising your eyebrows because that cheesecake is the literal bomb.com
* Fields of flowers
* Rainforests
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* Being able to say âthatâs a funny storyâ when someone asks a question
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* Painting your nails bright colors
* Trampolines
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* Fairies
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* Water slides
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* Chocolate
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* Femboys and boys in skirts
* Reality tv
* Someone trying to impress you and failing miserably
* Bows that are tied perfectly
* Classic cars
* Mermaids
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* Music festivals
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* Football games in the fall
* Naming your future children after important figures in your life
* Swimming pools
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* Chocolate fountains
* Making snow angels
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* Being completely absorbed in a tv show/movie/book
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* The sound and smell of popcorn being made when youâre about to watch a movie
* Musical theatre
* Inside jokes
* Shopping malls
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* The first time you drank alcohol with your family and felt like a grown up
* Starry nights
* Balloons
* Disney channel
* Your favorite show as a kid
* Ducks
* Celebrity crushes
* Proving yourself correct when everyone thought you were wrong
* Your motherâs perfume with the little ball pump at the end
* Those huge ass Lollipops with the swirly pattern
* Big poofy princess dresses
* Following a tutorial after struggling with something and finally doing it perfect
* Platform boots
* Eating goobers and peach rings at the movie theatre
* Memories from when you were like six
The person you wanted to be when you were young still exists. Become that person, itâs not too late. Let yourself live life to the fullest for as long as you possibly can because there is so much you havenât done. The you that you were as a child is still there and wants to fulfill their dreams.
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@AuroraVibes
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