Views : 1,227,029
Genre: Music
Date of upload: May 27, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.965 (303/34,116 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-03-25T19:55:45.588118Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I'm just happy to be alive, happy because you're alive and that I'm able to listen (and see) your art in my lifetime!
Thank you... and for that past darkness that I've been through as as well, may all those who are going through it right now stick around because darkness is here only to prepare you for the upcoming light.
Stay all blessed!
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This song is so beautiful. Its dark and sorrowful but its strong in repelling the energy of the darkness. The darkness doesn't stop Sevdaliza, she turned it into her wings. The darkness is behind her, not in front, and she makes wings to reach her dreams no matter how much the darkness tried to bring her down before
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This song reminds me a lot of myself.
It is like Joanna is Sevdaliza’s cruel alter ego, it is her inner saboteur and her self-enemy.
This song reflects me a lot because I feel like I have my cruel alter ego which is sabotaging myself, I have a Joanna in myself, everybody has a Joanna in itself.
The background music makes all this more dramatic, when she says ‘please stop ruining me, woman’ to me it means that the cause of her being frail is Joanna itself, a woman who lives inside of her, a woman who lives inside of everybody that brings pain and destruction.
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Just a theory, because I like discussing art: I feel like the angel in white represents what is seen as ‘pure’ and ‘harmless’; that’s why we can’t see her black wings clearly at first until she zooms out. She looks proud, like she had nothing to be afraid of - she is perceived innocence. The angel with the black wings is actually the one that is hurt, the one that has the right to cry; but the colour ‘black’ presents her to be ‘harmful’, the one that hurts others with her power. She wants to become the powerful woman that she is, the power that she knows she carries inside of her, but Joanna (the angel in white) is holding her down. I feel like this song is a dialogue between these two women; the broken woman who wants her lover’s attention but then realizes this cry for attention comes from a negative place in herself; the angel in black being the powerful archetype who wants to experience freedom and peace through her strength, but Joanna dragging her down. The angel in white represents the energy of the child that cries when she doesn’t get her way just to get attention, the woman that doesn’t leave her husband just so she can stay in a familiar negative state - these actions are perceived as ‘harmless’ but are actually very harmful. The black angel wants to break free from this, but is scared she might hurt the angel in white; ‘Joanna, please stop loving me, I’m too sensitive’; asking the angel in white to let her be released from this energy that was first perceived as something that was pure, soft and sincere; the angel in black now realises is harmful, and she wants release - to really be the powerful woman that she is. The song represents the painful process of having to face; ‘shame invaded truth’; and heal the energy that Joanna represents in the psyche.
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I graduated high school last week, and trying to reflect on the past 11 years i realized that the most vivid memories of school that really stuck with me are of the bullying i've faced in middle school for my 'ethnic' complexion, being called a monkey, a gypsy, all kinds of slurs by both the kids and the teachers, for many years. Growing up in this atmosphere of hostility i've only had two women to look up to, remind me of who i am, represent the girls like me and give me hope and strenght - Amy Winehouse and Sevdaliza, whom i discovered on accident at age 14 and have been the biggest fan ever since. Now this chapter of my life is over and i am finally an independent and confident woman i've been always supposed to be, however i wouldn't have half this confidence and love for myself if there wasn't for Sevda, her music and her personality which has been the strongest source of inspiration to go forward and assert myself in whatever i do.. A lot of people just don't realize how important the little stuff can be, especially for young girls, like seeing a girl dance on tv and thinking damn she looks just like me, her nose is just like mine, her skin is just like mine, she's so beautiful.. and that's when it hits you! Thank you Sevda i am forever grateful to be living at the same time as you <3
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@Sevdaliza
3 years ago
Joanna, My Angel, She Is Finally Here. Stream My New Single On All Platforms: smarturl.it/JOANNAsev I Wrote Joanna During One Of The Darkest Periods Of Being, I Am So Very Grateful That This Pain Is Now A Part Of My Past, A New Layer That Has Brought Meaning And A Well Deserved Found Light Into My Life. Special Gratitude to Mucky For Always Being By My Side During The Musical Process And Marlou Fernanda Who Composed Such A Powerful Visual Artwork. To Mihai, With His Ever Entrancing String Arrangements, I Love You Brother.
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