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Genre: Education
Date of upload: Jul 3, 2019 ^^
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I got out of depression some months ago. The thing is, it never goes away completely. The anxiety, the loneliness, the overthinking, theyāre always there, theyāre just much more subtle. Sometimes i can ignore, even forget about them, sometimes they overwhelm me and i start the whole thing again. Depression doesnāt really have a ātriggerā, i spent all day with my friend, we had fun, everything was going great. The moment Iām alone in my house i lay on my bed and i just donāt feel the motivation to get up. I feel tired, drained, lonely, anxious for no reason.
Iām writing this for everyone who may be in a similar situation, itās okay, itās gonna get better, we all have ups and downs. I know it just seems like thereās no way out but trust me, there is. You just have to realize it.
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Everything seems meaningless. No motivation to do anything. Nothing excites me anymore. Joy seems like a long lost relative. I feel angry. Frustrated. Sometimes I feel nothing at all. It feels like a million thoughts at once and a blank mind all at the same time. It feels like this utter need to punch something and the inability to move or do anything at all, Simultaneously. My body feels like a prison. My soul trapped under a heavy cloud of weight and darkness. Iām irritable. Life feels like a chore. Too many problems to solve. Lack of support, resources, drive and will. The feeling of longing to feel content again, to feel and have hope. The strength to mask it all running out. A deep void in my soul yearning to be dealt with, but feeling like it will never happen and couldnāt. No one to understand. No desire to make them. Just waiting for everything to end.
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I am currently suffering from depression. yesterday i have visited a psychiatrist and have been diagnosed with major depression, anxiety disorder, Dissociative Disorder and depersonalization Disorder. This is the third big episode in my life. I have started taking antidepressant and anti-anxiety medications, and my doctor advised me to wait for some time to see some improvement before starting therapy sessions with a psychologist. Depression is difficult and painful. It feels like life is meaningless and there is no motivation to do anything. There is no will to live, and I constantly have self-blame, hatred towards the world, myself, and life. Suicidal thoughts are present, and everything becomes dull. Even getting out of bed becomes difficult. There are also physical pains accompanying these organic symptoms. It's like a black fog. Today, I started taking SSRI medication. I hope to recover and overcome this nightmare. My life has come to a complete halt. I haven't left the house in 10 months, and I don't have any friends. I communicate with my girlfriend only through phone calls and messages. Despite having my family around and their support, as well as my girlfriend's support, I often feel loneliness, emptiness, and mood swings. I constantly blame myself and feel like a burden to them, worthless, and a shame to everyone. Depression is truly difficult, very difficult. I hope to heal and for everyone suffering from depression to heal as well. Wishing you all recovery.
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The worst thing is not knowing how to get better, so you start getting worse and worse. You start isolating yourself, not leaving the house, cutting people off, messing up your eating and exercise habits, etc, which just makes you more depressed without knowing why because you're not able to address the root problem. It's such a vicious cycle ...
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Come on guys, we can go through this together. Everything will be alright. I am depressed at a young age, if there is anybody like me, please comment. People are like "You won't be depressed and all at such a young age, just go do your work and blabla" but it isn't like that. It just depends on what you are going through, how you are feeling, and not how old you are. I need someone who understands me, please
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@Churlz
4 years ago
The worst thing about Depression is that you remember the days you didn't have it
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