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Feels like a disrespectful oversimplificationĀ
to say āwe wanted different thingsā
To brush it off with an explanationĀ
like attachment styles and timingĀ
You were my everything
Maybe thatās part of the problem
But I wouldnāt change a thing
Not from the moment it started
When you think of meĀ
are you setting fire to every memory
And do you believeĀ
What doesnāt last forever donāt mean anything
Cuz I swear I loved you fullyĀ
And Iām sorry not for stayingĀ
Who we thought Iād be
When you think of me
Am I just another man who leaves
Just another man who leavesĀ
I hate myself for hurting youĀ
But it would make it worse to fix it
I wish iād figured out a way of keeping myself in it
Cuz I meant to be the man you were standing with
not another tally line to justify your fear of abandonment
and I hate how I lived up to your worst fears
Makes it worse how it worked so well for three years
And it could all be for the best in the end
But for now it feels like losing my best friend
When you think of meĀ
are you setting fire to every memory
And do you believeĀ
What doesnāt last forever donāt mean anything
Cuz I swear I loved you fullyĀ
And Iām sorry not for stayingĀ
Who we thought Iād be
When you think of me
Am I just another man who leaves
Just another man who leavesĀ
You were my everything
Maybe thatās part of the problem
But I wouldnāt change a thing
Not from the moment it started
When you think of meĀ
are you setting fire to every memory
And do you believeĀ
What doesnāt last forever donāt mean anything
Cuz I swear I loved you fullyĀ
And Iām sorry not for stayingĀ
Who we thought Iād be
When you think of me
Am I just another man who leaves
Just another man who leavesĀ
Just another man who leavesĀ
#WhenYouThinkOfMe #JPSaxe
Views : 1,906,742
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Sep 23, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
āIf the world was endingā makes me fall in love with their voices, but this song is so heartbreaking.
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"...and we'll buy ourselves houses with our heartbreak songs." <3
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This is a hard one š I feel so much for JP bc you can tell this man fought hard for this relationship. I feel for Julia because you can tell she put her everything into hoping this wouldnāt be like every other relationship sheās experienced. I feel like their relationship was just self-sabotaged by themselves. I donāt think anyone is to blame. You can tell this man loved her so intentionally and patiently. But, sometimes patience runs out and thereās just no will power to fight anymore. I think theyāll both be okay and I hope they find peace in choosing themselves first, before making another flawed human their idol ā¤ļø
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good lord the song writing is so amazing. this is criminally underrated. there is just so much pain in his voice and words. in the second verse he says ' cause i meant to be the man you were standing with, not another tally line to justify your fear of abandonment. ' his song writing scares me sm cause like who writes like that š. this song hits me to the core.
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7 months ago, the guy I finally thought I'd call 'my forever' left me to deal with his own personal demons, and even though I'm getting better everyday, this song awoke the pain he carved into me- but I know that it'll be okay. Thank you for the beautiful song āØļø
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Iāll forever be amazed by how much beauty can be created from what mustāve been so much pain. SO READY for this new music
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When he said "I swear I loved you fully" I felt it for all the times I did love fully but had to choose myself or lose myself in relationships...
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I listen to this and My head goes immeditaely to ā if the world was endingā. So sad they broke up, I hope things will get better for both š
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The tally line part hurt a lot. I'm so sorry your relationship didn't worked. I feel this more deeper than my parents divorce
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NOTHING else has been able to FULLY explain how I feel about my ex and our separation, then divorce, and how it all played out.
Thank you.
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She was worth itā¦ and the regret in this song is so beautiful. Well done, JP. Great songā¦ vulnerableā¦ art. Itāll take awhile for you both to heal. Keep working on it. ā¤ļøš¤ā¤ļø
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Ironically Iāve seen you perform this song live in Toronto with my girlfriend, of whom I think about now that youāve released this song. Never in my scariest dream did I think itāll ever relate to her and I.
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When I say these lyrics hit wayyyy too close to home. Feels like I hear my ex singing this to me. There was lots of love there, but he no longer had his heart in it and left. Really eerie because we were also together for 3 years and these are all things he said.
As the woman who had their heart broken, I still cherish our memories together. However, it very much feels like just another person whoās left my life and that hurts. Iām grateful though to be free as I deserve someoneās heart who is fully invested in me and our relationship, but that doesnāt make the pain of losing my best friend or the loss of a future we planned together hurt any less.
Thank you for this masterpiece. I feel like I understand him and his decision a bit better through it š
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After 14 years together I just found out that my "forever" was sleeping with my best friend for the last 5-6 months... To say I am devastated is an under statement but I know I deserve a lot better and it's better that I found out than to not know. I just never thought either one of them would EVER do that to me! I loved them both with my entire heart. This song really hits home right now... I keep listening to it trying to get past this hard point and on to better things. Amazing song and such heartbreaking truth š
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Wow this song rushed through me like a waterfall. I'm in awe of the beauty, the talent, the vulnerability... It sounds like he's singing the song of the masculine divine.
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Jp is such an underrated artist! Amazing song! ā¤ļø
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Iām so torn with this song. Have always loved JP, and will always love his song writing, but itās hard to relate to this āfalling out of loveā perspective. My heart just goes out to Julia because this is incredibly heartbreaking. How does someone fall out of love? Is it instant? Is it gradual. Are you faking love till you canāt fake it any longer? Itās heart wrenching to think about but Iām sure many people can relate to this perspective, Iāve just never experienced this.
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Dear vocal cords, you already know how I use you tirelessly for JP Saxe songs. Well, he has decided to bless your friend (ear drums) with these high notes but...I apologise in advance for how much you'll be trying to replicate this.
Yours faithfully
~ Brain ~
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āIt would make it worse to fix it.āš and āI hate how I lived up to your worst fears.ā manš
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@jpsaxe
1 year ago
In awe of our director, Paloma, her vision and the incredible team that brought this video to life. Filmed in Medellin, Colombia, where the song was written
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