Views : 1,196,455
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jun 12, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.985 (160/41,838 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2022-02-26T09:02:01.038842Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
When I was younger I used to cry loudly. I used to make these noises to let everyone know I was upset, to get attention. All I wanted was for someone to hold me and acknowledge me. I don’t cry like that anymore. I cry as quietly as I can, with a hand pressed over my mouth so that no one will hear. There’s nothing I want less than to see that look in people’s eyes when they see that you’re hurting, that look where they feel bad for you. Because in front of people I’m endlessly confident, daring anyone to think of me as anything less than perfect. And that’s why I’m so terrified of them seeing me cry. I can’t deal with the idea that someone would pity me. So I’ll keep crying quietly, screaming silently about the things that they’ll never know.
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@rosegardendreams2572
3 years ago
I DO NOT CONTROL ADS, ANY AND ALL ADS WERE ADDED WITHOUT MY PERMISSION BY YOUTUBE edit// here after this video hit 1 million views. feeling happy and grateful right now! thank you guys so much for supporting the video and my channel! it’s strange seeing so many likes and comments from people i don’t know but i hope u guys are doing well because u deserve it!! xoxo 💜 new video out now: https://youtu.be/DNNqYpmEvHA
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