From the album "EPHEMERAL"
mrkittyngp.bandcamp.com/album/ephemeral

Lyrics:
Smile and wave / Like everything’s okay
It’s hard to say / When this is all a game

With guilt and shame / I’ll never be the same
Give me something else to do / Cause I’m about to go insane

The king of hearts / Your favorite card to play
You win them all / And break them in a day

It’s all my fault / With nothing left to gain
Take this stupid halo off so / You can see through my charade

Trauma, trauma / I think I’m dying inside
I don’t want to be alive
Trauma, trauma / I think I hurt myself again
I don’t know where to begin

You grip me tight / I told you let me go
And as I cried / The scars begin to show

With all my rage / I’m gonna take you down
To watch you beg and plead / Before I put you in the ground

Shut your mouth / Don’t play it like we’re cool
For my revenge / I’ll break all of the rules

I hope you rot / Inside a shallow grave
This is all that you deserve / There is no need to give me praise

Trauma, trauma / I think I’m dying inside
I don’t want to be alive
Trauma, trauma / I think I hurt myself again
I don’t know where to begin