@user-bs4bf4km3m

2 years ago

me and this boy have known each other since february, but we've only started talking properly last month. holy shit i cant even explain how he makes me feel. nobody can honestly compare to him. we often seem to talk about the little things that matter most. for an example, how beautiful the moon is. or, how peaceful and quiet it is when you go outside at night. nobody has ever made me feel the way he makes me feel. he really is different. i know it. i have never met anyone quite like him, words cant describe how perfect and precious he truly is. i know me and him are still very young, and a lot of things could change in the up coming years. but i genuinely would wait my entire life, just to have him in the end. i only want him. im starting to think that i might end up falling deep in love with him someday. i do have strong feelings for him at the moment, but obviously thats not love. its too soon to label it as love. i think? or maybe i am falling in love with him, little by little. i dont know. we often like to talk about spending our future together, such as living in a lovely apartment, in new york city and raising little kittens together. i want to travel the world with him, and make as many wonderful memories as possible, so later we can look back and appreciate every single one of them. he makes my heart so fucking happy i swear to fuck i have no idea what i would do without him, now that he's in my life. i just wish me and him lived closer to each other. its really not fair. i honestly just want to spend every minute of every day with him. just him. no one else. every time we talk i end up smiling so much, to the point where my cheeks begin to ache. im not complaining though, i truly love the way he makes me feel. its such a nice feeling. the butterflies he gives me, they feel so magical. its a feeling i would like to experience over and over again. its so addicting. i wish i could slow dance in the rain with him, while this song plays in the background. i want to experience all of them love scenarios with him and him only. i want to sit on top of a roof with him, while staring into the night sky and talking about deep shit. i want to stare into his beautiful eyes and tell him how much i love him. i hope he knows that he's the only boy i care about. i want him so bad. every morning, i wake up and immediately check my phone to see if he's texted me, completely ignoring all of the other notifications. every night, i fall asleep listening to the playlist he has made for me, while creating these very lovely scenarios in my head. hoping one day, they'll become my reality, and i won't have to miss him anymore. i constantly miss him though. i hope one day, i'll get to fall asleep in his arms while he holds me nice and tight. oh i can't explain how safe and comfortable i feel each time i talk to him. he really is everything i've ever wanted. oh tyler, i really do think i love you.

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