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LYRICS
I've been sleepwalking
and I don’t know if you can tell
this changing skin i’m in
I hate this version of myself
but now i’m fading to black
their teeth in me
they way that I bled so easily
but when I look back
I became what they did to me
I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me
I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me all night
shouldn’t have let me in
you’ve just made a grave mistake
my sweet oblivion
cause now I need another taste
I'm weak, I start to attack
my teeth in you
cause baby that’s hurt people do
I can’t take it back
I guess they made me a monster too
I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me all night
I'll make you a believer
if you could love a creature
I don’t want to want your blood
but it’s what keeping me alive
(keeping me alive)
I don’t want to want your blood
one drop is keeping me alive
what are you running from?
just stay awake with me all night
I’ll make you a believer
if you could love a creature
I don’t want to want your blood
but it’s what keeping me alive
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Views : 156,738
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Jun 10, 2022 ^^
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This puts into words the fears I have of becoming like my abusers from my childhood. When I was younger, I learned my long-term abuser was abused herself as a kid, and so I thought "if she was abused and is abusing me, then that means when I grow up, I'll become the same, abusing someone". I've since learned that's not necessarily the case but I do notice when hurt I tend to lash out at whoever is causing that pain in me. I'm in therapy though and trying to overcome my trauma memories and become my own person and not the victim I was turned into. Trying to take my life back. And not fall into those impulses I have due to that trauma. Those habits I either observed or was forced into during the abuse. My mom when I broke down almost 2 years ago about my longtime fear said it's not true. She was abused but yet doesn't abuse me.
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I LOVE THIS ONE SO MUCH
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Fucken chills. That haunting "blood" gives me solid Amy Lee vibes and it makes me so happy.
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I'm not sure Mothica is capable of a bad song. Every one you can just leave on repeat.
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fucking nice, that chorus omg
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My sweet oblivion!
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This song both makes me very sad and very empowered to be better, I love all of mothicas music but this one just hits different.
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This sounds soo good, freakin adore the lyrics, esp the chorus. Soo proud of youuu 🥺❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
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Love you music 🎶💟 the still have
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A closer look at this track blood and the casualty video moved you way up into my favorites.
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Beautiful work!!
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oftentimes i just go to spotify and press play on your profile because every single one of your songs is so incredible, i know i won’t have to skip anything
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My favorite song right now. You are a lyrical genius. I often have difficulty describing what I'm feeling, your songs make it so much easier. This one hits me hard:
"I'm weak, I start to attack, my teeth in you
'Cause baby that's what hurt people do
I can't take it back
I guess they made me a monster too"
Thank you so much for existing ❤️ keep making music. You're saving lives.
*Sidenote: I haven't slept in 2 days. I'm going to try the lofi beats. Thank you again.
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Hyped this album
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AMAZING!!! My favorite so far.
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Mothica only releases bops!
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Mothica- I want to tell you how truly beautiful your music is. You are so extremely talented, and you are a beacon of hope to all those who struggle with darkness; that you can make it through to the other side. Thank you for your music and art❤️
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This is so incredible. Mothica deserves to be the top artist... Everywhere... Always. There is no competition.
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❤️❤️ I love it sooo much! ❤️❤️
Can’t wait for the album! It comes out the week before my birthday! So excited!
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@swifted89
1 year ago
how is possible that i love all your songs? pure talent!
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