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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Apr 21, 2008 ^^
Rating : 4.913 (5,499/246,463 LTDR)
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My father had a heart attack on Dec 11, 2014 and several weeks later on Jan 8 he passed away and we buried him today on Jan 15, 2015. This was one of the songs I played at his funeral.
Listening to this song it made me regret so much that we weren't closer and that we could never express our feelings and emotions to each other properly and now that he's gone I will never have that opportunity ever again.
And one more regret that I will never forgive myself is that the night that he went to the hospital because of difficulty of breathing and later doctors found out that it was a heart attack, I was there with him as he was conscious and speaking and getting treatment. It was 4am and I was tired and I never thought his condition was so serious. Instead of staying with him and talking to him for longer, I stayed only for a little while and left to go home.
That was the last time that he was able to speak as he had a heart operation that morning to save him and after being placed in a medically induced coma for over a week, when he finally woke up he had tubes in his mouth and all he was able to do was nod or write a few words when he was strong enough.
Now I just can't get over how I wasted the last chance I ever had to talk to my dad before he died. There's so many things that I wish I could go back and change and now its too late. The only thing I can do now is to live with my mistakes and to do my best to not repeat the past from now on.
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To everyone who feels sadness today, or depression, or anxiety, or indifference, remember this... you are not alone. Everything changes, it always does. So, stand firm, and embrace the change, and move on! And know this, that no matter how much pain you have or been through, it eventually ends, and loving arms are waiting for you on the other side. Love and peace to you ALL.
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@etherealoutlaw3740
4 years ago
Funny thing is, if you are really going through depression, addiction, anxiety, anger, PTSD, etc, this song actually seems to help a person find strength.
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