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Hello again my dears. First and foremost-thank you for sticking with me. Your patience and your willingness to watch my videos and listen to my voice means the world to me.
Identifying with Hannah is terrifying. Listening to her speak and reading her words and seeing her cry and understanding exactly how she feels in every single moment is not something one would like to edmit to themselves let alone to others,
but uncomfortable as watching this show
makes me, it also gives me and many others tremendous strength. I don't feel like I have the right to be sad, I blame myself for having bad thoughts, I'm convinced that I'm the only person in this world who feels ugly and invisible and disposable. But Hannah, and Clay in his more introverted way, makes it OK. It's ok to not be ok, and it's ok to be lost and it's ok to cry and laugh within minutes distance from each other. But it's mostly ok to make people listen. I hate technology, and the idea of the tapes is so beautiful because it creats PRIVACY. It's just you and the other person's voice. And intimacy is becoming more and more rare nowadays and sometimes, being alone with yourself or with that one other person is all you need to give life one more day to prove itself to you. And as we all live in a world of over communication (quoted from Andrew Garfield), our voices seem to fade more rapidly than we can handle, and people run out of reasons to hold on to. In this clip I've tried to capture the complexity of both Hannah and Clay as individuals and as the two protagonists of this beautiful, brutally honest, sometimes unbearably painful journey to triumph. I hope I managed to touch the right places and that you'll like it. Please comment on this video and feel free to share it, let's talk. And please, please, if you feel like Hannah is feeling or if you've been through some of the things presented in this video-check out one of the links below for immediate, anonymous support. There are people who's job is to help without judging. So please reach out, they're just waiting to hear your voice.
Thank you and, again-leave me a comment, I want to know how you feel.
Semicolon project:
projectsemicolon.com/ 13 Reasons helpline:
13reasonswhy.info/
@weasley2o13
6 years ago
Hello again my dears. First and foremost-thank you for sticking with me. Your patience and your willingness to watch my videos and listen to my voice means the world to me. Identifying with Hannah is terrifying. Listening to her speak and reading her words and seeing her cry and understanding exactly how she feels in every single moment is not something one would like to edmit to themselves let alone to others, but uncomfortable as watching this show makes me, it also gives me and many others tremendous strength. I don't feel like I have the right to be sad, I blame myself for having bad thoughts, I'm convinced that I'm the only person in this world who feels ugly and invisible and disposable. But Hannah, and Clay in his more introverted way, makes it OK. It's ok to not be ok, and it's ok to be lost and it's ok to cry and laugh within minutes distance from each other. But it's mostly ok to make people listen. I hate technology, and the idea of the tapes is so beautiful because it creats PRIVACY. It's just you and the other person's voice. And intimacy is becoming more and more rare nowadays and sometimes, being alone with yourself or with that one other person is all you need to give life one more day to prove itself to you. And as we all live in a world of over communication (quoted from Andrew Garfield), our voices seem to fade more rapidly than we can handle, and people run out of reasons to hold on to. In this clip I've tried to capture the complexity of both Hannah and Clay as individuals and as the two protagonists of this beautiful, brutally honest, sometimes unbearably painful journey to triumph. I hope I managed to touch the right places and that you'll like it. Please comment on this video and feel free to share it, let's talk. And please, please, if you feel like Hannah is feeling or if you've been through some of the things presented in this video-check out one of the links below for immediate, anonymous support. There are people who's job is to help without judging. So please reach out, they're just waiting to hear your voice. Thank you and, again-leave me a comment, I want to know how you feel. Semicolon project: projectsemicolon.com/ 13 Reasons helpline: 13reasonswhy.info/
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