Basically just me slowly but surely moving out of things and feelings that don't serve me


this new job I have no idea what to think. I appreciate learning about Iridology and acupuncture, but the table in my designated room doesn't change height. that's terrible 😂😂😂.
on a lighter note I worked on a woman who was in a wheelchair today, who I believe had a stroke because her whole left side was hurting and tense . She was one of their "Asian" clients, so I assumed I shouldn't use oil, but I needed slip very bad and used it anyway. that client made me cry . I had to turn my face around when she said "The doctor say I no walking. it hurt so bad". like 5 people later this lady who had that personality type of being worrisome ASF claimed I punched her in her head, and then said "Maybe it's because I'm so frail"🙄She happened to be skinny asf. My boss didn't believe her but like my lunch was only 30 minutes alaat to much. I'm really am introvert like whether that lady playing victim or this older man names Jesus he said I was way better than the guy who massaged him last time, and said he had to tell the guy to try to hurt him 😥😭😭😭😭 like I'm not shitting on no other therapist but thanks ig? lmao

3 of my clients were 200+, so I really need that grip builder - the squeezing tool, but I don't know where that or my weights are. I wish I knew cause this one guy was a huge black guy and he looked unimpressed to see me 😂😂😂 eventually I could make his body rock by raking the intercostal muscles, but like it takes to much