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CREDITS
Artist: Girli @girlimusic
Director: Kassandra Powell @thekassandrapowell
Creative director: Fiona Garden @fionagarden
Production company: CAMP @a.camp.production
Ep: Francesca Woods @francesca_woods_ep
Production Assistant: Lukö @lxkozade
Directors Agent: Alexa Haywood @freeagentuk
Director of photography: Luke Dryden @lukedrydendp
1st AC/ focus puller: Jamie Oliver Lai @jamieoliverlai
1st AD: Emily Roberts @emlehhh__
Gaffer: Jed Clist @Jedclist_lighting
Spark: Ben Challice
Art direction: Sofia Sakomani @thelooneystudio
Prop Assistant: Jasper Levine @thelooney
Styling: Anastasia Busch @ana.sta.sia
Fashion assistant: Elix Toci @elixtoci
Choreography by: Kamilla Halid @kamillahall
Dancers: Caity Brown @caitybrown__
Becky Wong @beckywong
Abbie Brown @abbiebrown
Girli MUA: Charlie Fitzjohn @charliefitzjohn
Girli Hair: Leanne Millar @byleanemillar
Dancers Hair: Tia Feel @feelbreeze
Dances MUA: Sophie Yeff @sophieyeffmakeup
Edit: Kassandra Powell @thekassandrapowell
Grade: Alexandre Nerzic @alexandre_nrzc
Label: Believe Music @believemusic_uk
AllPoints Music @allpointsmusic
LYRICS
Why am I like this?
Why am I like this?
I got two left feet and I blame it on you
I find the dynamite and I make us go boom-boom-boom
And I don't wanna be like this
I’m tryna talk to my therapist
In truth I know it’s me and all my issues
I hate when I come home and I put them on you you you
I swear I’m not terrible
I just get emotional
And I end up saying sorry every single time
I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean coz I know you’re mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time
Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time
I promise will be the last time
That I do all the things that I said that I wouldn’t do last night
Then I lose my shit
And I slam the door
And I And ask myself
What did I do that for?
I’m the damaged type
But it’s no excuse
For all of my hurt that I’m living I’m giving to you-ou-ou
I swear I’m not terrible
I just get emotional
And I end up saying sorry every single time
I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I’m only mean coz I know you’re mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time
Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it’s hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know
That I really fucked it up this time
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girli –I Really F**ked It Up (Official Music Video) 2022
#GIRLI #IREALLYFDITUP #OfficialMusicVideo
Views : 1,750,190
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Sep 30, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.936 (560/34,714 LTDR)
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YouTube Comments - 728 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
being unable to escape your own toxic patterns is a different kind of hell truly
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I feel this. My husband has BPD and watching the pain he would feel knowing he fucked things up just like this song but not being able to fix it. We've been married almost 7 years now and with patience and working together we now have a very healthy and wonderful relationship and he has grown so much as a person. I actually admire him so much. In many ways he is a much better and stronger person than me and they say you cant cure BPD but I feel like he cured his own BPD just by sheer will and determination. He wanted to be better, he put in the work, he's fucking awesome. He didn't lose his fire, he just learned to tame it and make it useful.
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As a BPD sufferer I can totally relate to this outstanding track by Girli.
I'll never forget seeing Girli play live at Dingwall's during her "Hot Mess" tour.
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Gurl u slayed this so HARD. The outfits, the production, the vocal delivery, the lyrics....yeah its a bop we will be streaming.
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“I swear I’m not terrible, I just get emotional”. Gave me chills. I have BPD and this song represents how I feel in every relationship ever. DBT is great by the way, for any of the other commenters with BPD. It can get better❤.
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I cried the first time I heard this. Is there anything more powerful than transmuting your pain into art? Girli, you are an incredible artist. Thank you for being you and making it easier for others to be themselves. And you and your team are delivering increasingly amazing music, production, design, cinematography with each project. I'm getting Rina, GaGa, Avril, and Taylor vibes while still being uniquely you.
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As someone with BPD this video and song truly spoke to me. Thank you for this and great job!
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Been going through the worst BPD episode and this song is just carrying me through, I love it 😭❤️ Can’t wait for the music video!
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I love this song! Girli is one of those artists that never disappoints. No pressure, girli! The most beautiful part of your art is how honest and relatable these emotions are. You are such an inspiration. Keep writing what you feel. Your music can improve any mood. Love you! Always be yourself. You are beautiful. ❤️
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This song hit me so hard . I’ve had mental health problems since I was 12 now I’m 23 with a long list of diagnoses , it really screws with my relationships especially with bpd when I know I’m being irrational ,depressive , anxiety attacks and anger etc but I can’t get unstuck, knowing I keep making the same mistakes and telling myself to stop but I don’t and can’t some days so I just isolate .
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I've been here since Hot Mess in 2017, and what a glow-up she's had! It's such an experience to grow older and see musicians succeeding
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This is such an iconic look/vibe/sound-everything! Girli is really coming for our necks!
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Have I been listening to this for 8 hours straight while working? Why yes yes I have.
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I feel this a lot from the other side of the person who is struggling and myself sometimes. But I accept everyone, I am patient, and I don't expect perfection. Just effort and accepting the mess up. At least you are trying 🙂.
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This song needs to be more mainstream, like I should be hearing this playing on my radio. Guys we need to spam every radio station possible and make this song blow upp💗🧨
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girli i've been your fan since girls get angry too. you never disappoint <3
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I've been loving your music since Girl I Met On the Internet, and I love how clear it is you're improving more and more, and with more meaningful music. Not that it's bad to have fun with your songs as well, but it's nice to see how vulnerable you're willing to be sometimes. Also your signature rasp is iconic.
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So underrated omg
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I literally love your hair so much and it’s so beautiful
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