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lyrics:
I look at you and I know how I felt
All those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I’m swallowed up whole by this catholic guilt
oh GOD
If I always do what I am told
I’ll be bitter at fifty years old
I wasted my youth
I wasted my time
I wasted my worry on the little things
If you always just laugh it off
I won’t be opening up
We kissed on the bed
It messed with my head
Does that mean nothing to you?
I look at you and I know how I felt
all those summers ago, then I swore not to tell
I’m swallowed up whole by this catholic guilt
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I’m just trying to shake off the shame
When I’m wearing nothing but blame
Not easy cause when I close my eyes
I just think of touching you
This can’t be easy on his side
Laying there motionless each night
A head full of heat, skin, sweat, sin
Tangled up feet and now clutching at sheets thinking
I look at her and I know how I felt
All those summers ago then I swore not to tell
I’m swallowed up by this catholic guilt
oh GOD
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want to think about it
(I can't control it)
I don’t want to think about it
Views : 364,252
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Feb 21, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.979 (57/10,599 LTDR)
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YouTube Comments - 441 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
oh this is NICE
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"I'm swallowed up by this catholic guilt"
822 |
Still this undefinable style of yours, coming back in all your songs. Energic pop and rebellious rock with a touch of sweetness. It feels really good.
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gay or not this song is such a perfect literal representation of purity culture trauma
anyone else hurt by EVERY SINGLE LINE? especially feeling guilty for dating someone who doesn’t have those same issues! It’s an incredible song, i’ve been listening on repeat-
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that 5/4 chorus tho i’m n*tting
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The way the hearts are effected by the song is...mesmerizing
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No line has ever been more personally relateable than "I'm swallowed up by this Catholic guilt...Oh God."
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I never thought I'd have a complaint about one of Orla's songs, but sadly this song is TOO SHORT. TOO SHORT. Over far too quickly. Excuse me while I go play it on repeat for the rest of the day.
219 |
Orla, a probably straight woman: puts out this song
The gays: speedwalking in the distance
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"If you always just laugh it off, I won't be opening up " - too real
110 |
This hurled me back to my awakening at 15 when my friend kissed me and I realized that I liked girls.
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hey yall she confirmed on twitter at least a part of this song is about a girl. Orla said we gays have some rights!!!
176 |
OOH that chorus is nice. it's not often you hear 5/8 time signature in pop
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THIS SONG IS IN 5 !!!!!! Who's doing it like Orla
117 |
Don’t mind me in just going to listen to this on repeat for the next hour.
124 |
the catholic raised bi in me has been SEEN
52 |
The harmonies and production on this are simply incredible. When the first harmony came in on "worry on the little things"... total goosebumps.
85 |
Guys, chill. The author is dead, you can decide for yourself if the song is gay or not.
(And no, I don't mean that orla is dead. Just referring to the literary theory that the second art is released, the meaning lies in the hands of the reader/Listener)
521 |
Coming back to this right after Orla came out :) love ya queen you are so valid
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@zbrt
4 years ago
after "why am i like this?" orla hits us with the new relatable chorus "oh god i don't wanna think about it"
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