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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Sometimes, the best way to comfort someone who is suicidal isn't to give them advice. It's just to comfort them. Show them kindness. Something the world is lacking.
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I remember seeing someone say something along the lines of āIām not sad, nor happy. Iām not suicidal, but Iām not optimistic. I just want to feel something.ā And it sticks in my mind to this day because of how accurate it is. Iām not suicidal primarily because i know i have purpose, and i know there are people in my life that would never be the same, but itās such a struggle to find feeling. Itās difficult to explain, but the words āi just want to exist. I just want to feel something.ā Sum it up well
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I lost my 13-year-old daughter to suicide six months ago. Needless to say, things have been a nightmare ever since. As a means of self-therapy and hopes of helping people, I started creating videos in which I hike through nature and narrate my journey with grief.
It's so important that we talk about it. It's a difficult, ugly part of life that our society tries to just pretend doesn't exist. Thank you for making content like this to try and improve the narrative and help others who are struggling.
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i donāt know if you will ever see this but this video genuinely saved my friendās life. he wouldnāt be here if it werenāt for this video. thank you.
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"You are the universe attempting to figure itself out" is such a powerful line.
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I love how every social media platform knows Iām not ok but my parents still havenāt figured it out
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my dad took his own life and ive felt empty ever since. i have tried to do the same three times. this video means a lot to me and i thank you for it
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Absurdism: the chad version of existentialism
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I don't think i'm suicidal or even depressed, or even struggling with existentialism, but most of the time I feel as though I simply cannot be bothered to endure any of life; that dying would give me the rest I crave yanno
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i've always been a deep thinker and people confuse it with intelligence but no im actually just overanalysing everything and trying to get to the bottom of everything, the point of everything- and there isnt one.
it is fucking exhausting not being able to take anything at face value, always finding the 'logical fallacies'. i dont even feel like a human being, im like a data processing machine except i have emotions and theyre really fucking strong and when people see that side of me they think im just a hormonal teenager going through an angsty ''woe is me'' phase but this perfectly described the existential dread and confusion has been the bane of my existence since i was a kid and you made me realise it actually isnt all THAT awful so thanks
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I find it incredible that Camus has written a book about your YouTube-channel.
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My mom took her own life when I was young, and I've had some mental issues myself, so this video really hits hard for me.
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I've been suffering with depression and suicidal ideation for decades.
As ive grow older, the struggle is not with sadness or the meaningless of life, but rather suicide as a business decision.
That's what's scariest to me.
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There is a comment saying "the world would be better without me, which is why i must keep living" and its just so gut wrenchingly hysterical.
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Last week my uncle took his own life, he had been a tortured soul for most of his adult life, but he was so kind. Thank you
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Had a friend once, she didenāt ask for help, never talked to anyone about the bad parts in her life, she always seemed full of joy. One day she just ended it all. You never know the demons someone is fighting.
May 3ārd 2021 r.i.p
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I suffered with self harm and seriously considered attempting several times throughout my life. I felt as if I didnāt have the right to feel this way because i had a very stable and happy upbringing. This video hit me like a truck because it felt so real. Thank you.
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My dad killed himself last year in October. We didnāt get him the support that he needed and deep down we all knew that he needed it but we were all so absorbed in our own fucking lives doing things that I bet none of us can even remember at this point and now the only memory weāre left with is my dad. Only a memory. I used to come home for the few months after he died to see his truck and think ādadās home!ā And then 5 seconds later remembering. Iād always show him videos on TikTok and YouTube and Iād start climbing the stairs to go show him and day by day Iād remember that heās gone fewer steps up until eventually Iād see cool things that he wouldāve liked to see and not even thinking about going to show him anymore.
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Iāve been in this āI have to make a mark on this world before I dieā and āweāre all gonna die anyways so, whatās the pointā cycle for a while until I saw this. This helped me a lot man, thank you.
Update: Yeah never mind, the thoughts came back. Iām getting a therapist.
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@mitinballistic9241
1 year ago
The world would be better without me, which is why i must keep living
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