@somethingrandom08

9 months ago

Not that anyone asked but I finally broke up with my partner of 1 year and 1 month who abused me emotionally and made me feel like no one cared for me at all. I felt like I was left alone with myself most nights and I would often contemplate ending it all. The hard part now is staying out of the relationship. I’m not sure how I’m going to get through this or if I will, but I will try my best. It was my first relationship, and I’m only 15. And I felt like no one at all should care abt me. But now that I’ve done this, I see just how many people in my life care abt me. And even tho it’s not directed towards me, it still feels like you guys are here for me too and care abt me. Thank you for releasing this song. I have contemplated unaliving for a long time and still do but it’s my family, my close friends, and music who keep me going. I pre wrote this in my notes, so I can put this out there when I get your notification that you released the lyric video for “talk me down.” I have listened to the song before writing this, it’s amazing. It touched me in a way I feel like no one has ever done so. Seriously powerful and the most relatable song I’ve ever heard. That’s probably not a good thing but nonetheless, amazing. I love you guys, and thank you so much for everything you do and helping me keep going on in life <333 Edit: I wasn’t expecting this amount of support to come my way at all. Thank you all, it truly means so much to me. I need a little while longer to get over them completely but it will happen and I will never go back. Again thank you, for everything. Love comes your way from me <333 Edit 2: 5/9/24. Haha kinda forgot a wrote this comment. Since I wrote this I have been through another relationship and while it’s on pause for now, it was better than the last. It was toxic but we are both working through it. Thankfully, she is self aware and is actually making an effort to improve herself so we can both be happy. As for my ex, they are completely cut out of my life. Might get a no contact against them if they try to come back bc they’ve literally messaged me from different numbers, it was insane. They haven’t for a while but I will if they do it again. Thank you again for the support. Hopefully everyone here is doing well (including you, old friend, iykyk).

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