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Date of upload: Mar 4, 2022 ^^
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Verse 1:
I wake up every morning with an empty heart
I try to fill it up, but it always falls apart
No matter what I do, I'm never satisfied
I'm just going through the motions, dead inside
Chorus:
Dead inside, I'm feeling numb
Can't escape the pain, it's always there to come
I'm just a shell of who I used to be
Dead inside, is there any way to break free?
Verse 2:
I used to have dreams, I used to have goals
But now I'm just drifting, with nowhere to go
I try to find purpose, but it's always out of reach
I'm just existing, with nothing left to teach
Chorus:
Dead inside, I'm feeling numb
Can't escape the pain, it's always there to come
I'm just a shell of who I used to be
Dead inside, is there any way to break free?
Bridge:
I know I need to change, but I don't know how
I'm trapped in this darkness, I can't see the way out
I'm crying for help, but no one can hear
I'm lost in my own world, consumed by fear
Chorus:
Dead inside, I'm feeling numb
Can't escape the pain, it's always there to come
I'm just a shell of who I used to be
Dead inside, is there any way to break free?
Outro:
Dead inside, I'm feeling so alone
Can't find my way back, I'm on my own
I pray for a miracle, to light up my soul
But until then, I'm just dead inside, a black hole.
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Dark thoughts alone in my room,
This world is filled with gloom
As a kid I had hope in my eyes
Now all I see is my demise
Ruined friends and family too
The skies are no longer bright blue
Focusing on the past will be the death of me,
I loved you , yet you couldn't see.
Holding back tears
Tortured for years
Nobody gives a fuck about someone like me,
You pretend you do but I really see
You believed everyone but your own son
Had faith in you, but in me you had none
I don't regret the love I feel for you mom,
Hospital PA's, Code Blue on the intercom
Writing a journal full of suicidal thoughts
Fucking life gets me caught
My love you stole and was always fucking kept
You committed a crime and kept my heart, THEFT
Fuck feelings and fuck family
You all did nothing but outcasted me
Now I'm grown and trying to do grow
Dragging me down is all you guys know
I no longer feel thoughts of suicide
Now all I want to do is be alive
It's time for me to cut you all off
It was fun while it lasted , let's call it a draw
I love you mom, but my heart is shattered
But love goes so far , now my love for everyone else is tattered
Thanks to grandma who practically raised me to the man I am today
I thank God for that woman, every day when I pray
And to my abuelo
You'll get what's coming to you
Blood stains where you lie
And a hole in my heart will fill when you die
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(Verse 1)
It's 2 am in the morning, the world is softly snoring,
Where are you, my darling? Thoughts of you keep on pouring.
Oh shoot, someone's calling, but not you, it's quite boring,
Last night I was bawling, in this emptiness, I'm soaring.
(Chorus)
Missing you, my darling, like the moon misses the sea,
This time I'm all in, in your love, I want to be.
Cause this love that I'm seeking, it's like a melody,
Playing in my heart, your absence, a symphony.
(Verse 2)
Counting stars in the sky, wondering if you're nearby,
Every moment without you, a silent, lonely cry.
The clock ticks slowly, as I toss and sigh,
In the echoes of my thoughts, your name does reply.
(Chorus)
Missing you, my darling, like the sun misses the dawn,
This time I'm all in, in your love, I'm drawn.
Cause this love that I'm seeking, it's like poetry unworn,
In the pages of my heart, your memory is born.
(Bridge)
I listen to the whispers of the night,
Hoping to hear your footsteps light.
In the shadows, love takes flight,
Guided by the stars, burning bright.
(Verse 3)
It's 2 am in the morning, and my heart is still yearning,
For the warmth of your embrace, a love so discerning.
The phone remains silent, my soul keeps on burning,
In the dance of emotions, a tale of love, I'm learning.
(Chorus)
Missing you, my darling, like the flowers miss the rain,
This time I'm all in, in this love, I'll remain.
Cause this love that I'm seeking, it's not in vain,
It's a journey of the heart, through joy and pain.
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Yeah, I tend to get in my feels
Looking at my life like a highlight reel
Conflicted about the way I feel
Like I just want my soul to heal
The voices really aren't ideal
So bad I threw up my last meal
The devil and I just made a deal
So its time to just print the seal
(Verse 1)
Sometimes I think about life
About going through the pain and the strife
Make me wanna cut my heart with a knife
While I play the blues on the fife
Meanwhile I'm looking for a fight
Just to cap off the whole night
Thinking its gonna be a sight
Or am I playing my cards right?
Should I be reaching for the light
When I'm at the peak of my flight
At the top of the height
When I should be sipping gin and sprite
With the millions of bars that I write
No armor, how could you call me a knight
Take my life, Im thinking that I might
But by the end I hope I'm alright
(Verse 2)
On a real note though
I dont know how I got the will to go
Got some shit in my head that will make you go woah
Fighting everyday battling them demons tho
So glad I got my weed and bros
Saying man fuck them hoes
Drugs and no sleep makin time go slow
Whats real? Whats not? I can't say I know
I get real depressed when I am alone
In my head its like a whole different zone
Awake at night I cry and I moan
Trying real hard not to call your phone
Got shakes and shivers down to my bones
I got a tough heart but its not made of stone
Begging and pleading to get to the throne
Hoping that this time my time hasn't blown
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