@sierrapropps566

3 years ago

I'm miles away from home to be with a man I love... I recently found out I cant come home for christmas after I told everyone back home no matter what happens I will find a way home. I knew something was going to go wrong, I let a lot of people down. The truth is no matter where I am I'm never satisfied. I've lost myself in this journey I'm on and I'm sitting in my closet because I've been depressed for weeks and it's my safe place since I was a kid. I just wanna be happy and free. I'm sitting here listening to this song thinking mostly of my dad who raised me and my siblings basically by himself... I'm thinking of fishing god I miss fishing with him. I miss dancing to old songs like tight fittin Jean's 2 doors down and swinging when I was younger. I even miss all the yard work we used to do together I actually have a favorite lawn mower back home that I told him I was gonna steal from him when I got my own place. I miss going to the movies with him or the time he let me skip school just so we could take the boat out. I'm thinking of his hugs I cant Express how much I want that hug rn. I'm thinking of his weird sense of humor I love so much we had the same crazy messed up humor. I miss goofing around in the store with him. I really miss the motorcycle we rode before we wrecked it avoiding getting creamed by a truck that was speeding on a blind hill I've been begging him since to repair it but we never got around to it. I miss home

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