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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Mar 30, 2020 ^^
Rating : 4.86 (1,252/34,434 LTDR)
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I grew up in a house where trying to be happy costs you everything. I want my kids to feel safe in their bed at night, I want them to be excited when they come home from school instead of dreading to know what theyβll have to endure as soon as they walk through the door. I want my kids to be happy, songs like this one are what motivated me to get out of that house and be more than what they told me I was. My struggle is far from over but I donβt thing I couldβve made it this far without the help.
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I'm leaving my family and going 1,600 miles away to a place God has called me too serve.
The pain I feel is definitely a different kind of pain...but its a place where feeling good definitely don't cost a thing.
Its been a very difficult decision splitting up my family...leaving my 4 oldest children and grandchildren...
while my husband and 2 younger children move forward on account of me...with me...
and no one seems to understands how torn I am.
Selfishly I rejected God many times throughout my life...yet his love ALWAYS remained the same...and still no one human seems to understand how insanely torn my heart is...but probably him.
Either way doesn't matter the time has come for me to be selfless...not because he asked but because I did.
Thats where be careful what you wish for...you just might get it all and then some you don't want does not balance very well for me.
I'm leaving one Love for the other...by choice of course.
As The Lord paves the way he never said it would be easy...just possible...and with that I am lead by Faith not by sight... because I Love him too.
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@nacionangel5786
1 year ago
i pray who ever read this become successful in life.π
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