@Vinesssss.

3 months ago

I met that guy on 2020 of December, he was drunk that time we spoke for a while, and we know about each other , i was 14 he was, 15 we were young on we somehow, got feelings for each other, he was a player that time, he tried to play me but he ended up catching feelings for me, he was an alcoholic and kinda toxic , 1 year through the relationship, 16/15 yr olds I helped him heal from his addiction for a while . I helped him be better, on the second year we felt something we never felt with anyone he told me he never felt something like this before, we were glued to each other , everyone knew about us, the strong bond between us the love , sure the relationship had a lot of huge fights, but one of the best I’ve ever had, we’re on the 3rd year now, 17/18. he had to go for 3 months for a while, we couldn’t speak much. That while But he would sneak his phone to talk to me . but I noticed something, he’s not the same , he’s drinking again, he’s not as loving he doesn’t speak as much anymore and throws a lot of signs . I understood and ignored for a while until . I said “ did you lose the spark for me.?” he would say no. Until I asked him again and he finally admit it. We broke up in 2023 of January 24 , after that he become some sort of asshole but would also show me signs of love but I ignored it since I knew he’s back to his old ways. we truly loved each other but the distance between us made a huge impact on it . His sister asked me to stop him from drinking again, but I can’t I know I won’t affect him as the old days I told her things wont happen twice. Now I’m 18 he’s turning 19 this year We haven’t spoke for almost a year now. don’t know where he is his sister told me he’s out of town, we don’t know anything. All I know is we had something, for quite almost 4 years this is not the whole story. he called it “teenage years” I felt broke but then he wrote a note, that had his true feelings abt the break up, I felt lighten up but hurt at the same time cause he had told one of my friends he didn’t love me but it was only to avoid me , he told me he loved me more then his other lovers, now someone is gonna hear the same thing, but with my name in the list.

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