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Top Comments of this video!! :3
The fact that everything about this, the music, the image, the pichted down music, everything about it just makes it and describes my mood right now
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When I hear this song, I always think about my childhood
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3:07
my favorite part :D
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feels calming and safe listening to this,reminds me of me now useless and unmotivated :]
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Noones ever said im useless directly, but one of my friends did say since i cant comfort my friends i shouldn't be comforted either. That was when i was around nine years old too.
In my view, this is a way of calling someone useless. It's fine if you do not agree.
(By the way, i don't understand emotions good, so it is sometimes hard to know what to do when a person is sad.)
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na na nanananana . . . . . . . . .....................................................................
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Hello there! I'm you're new parent please vent to me if needed dinner is at 6:00! Bedtime is whenever needed, for privacy close you're door also slam it so i know okay? Punching bags will be placed in each room to let out anger! Stuffed animals will be in you're room as well, Comfort pets will be there too!
EDIT:oh my! So many children!! Sending all the virtual love you deserve ❤️💗❤️
EDIT: MY BABIES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH<333 MWAH MWAH 💗💗💗
EDIT: Wow, its been a few years. I hope everybody that i replied to and commented on my video has a wonderful and happy life. Mom loves you all —2023
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i come back everytime i feel like ending it and your comment has saved my life tbh thank you.
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Whenever I made someone mad, i always get mad at myself for being nothing and useless, I wish I can make my parents happy.
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TW: Bad items and talking about mental health , and other touchy subjects
I got diagnosed with severe depression, general anxiety , and ptsd . It’s hard to explain what my anxiety feels like , it’s almost like having a friend who always judges and makes you anxious whenever you do or say anything :,). But the thing is my thoughts and intrusive thoughts are obsessive, they never stop , it’s like a endless cycle . I’m always so worried about others and I barely take care of myself because I’m busy panicking about everything , I love helping people so much but some times the stress is so bad that I wanna just cry and scream . I wish that my anxiety wasn’t such a pain :,), if so I could actually help people more . On top of that I get startled easily, it might be because of my anxiety or ptsd with yelling or very loud voices , like if someone fell on the ground not thunder or lighting , but I don’t know . I’m clingy and always anxious around everyone and that’s what makes me hate myself . I feel useless , almost empty like . I have so many people who love me and amazing supporting friends but I feel empty , almost like sometimes there not real, or sometimes like they really just hate me .
It’s easy for me to make friends but hard for me to leave them if there bad . My parents fought about money and there was a lot of alcohol and drugs / cigarettes in my life ever sense I was born . Leading me to have ptsd with those items as well , not as bad but just brings back old memories if I look at that stuff to long . I also just got out of a toxic friendship and that really took a big SLAP on my mental health-, I mean I’m taking pills for my anxiety and intrusive thoughts, there working but I’ve already tried to overdose before , on Advil and Tylenol, the most I’ve pills I’ve taken is probably 8 anxiety pills when I was soposed to take 4. OKAY BUT ON A HAPPIER NOTE IM GOING INTO HS,if that’s even considered good -, LMAO IDK-. But I just wanted to say you all are amazing and to please take care of yourself!:)
I’ve never vented online , I’ve only helped many other people and I love doing it , but I just needed to get my thoughts out . :)
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This one ❤️🥺
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this is my comfort song and no im not an edgy brocken emo child person thingy
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Vent lol:
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This is a song I would play when my parents are fighting. I wish they would stop. My mother starts fight about stupid things but my father yells and says mean things that makes it worse. Them fighting has an effect on me too. I wish I could do something to help them. I want them to be happy. They don’t think about their children’s mental health. I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be my moms therapist everytime she cries after a fight. I want to be the one crying to her. But I don’t want her saying that “your overreacting” again..
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This song reminds me of sayori for some reason
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It connects me to my childhood. As a child, I was a harmful and evil child, now I have become more kind (but at the same time I am angry). I was never told that I was useless and worthless, but for the actions I did as a child, I consider myself useless and worthless.
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0 dislikes as it should be
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I’m the useless child.
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This helped me cry over my cats being taken away from me. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. This song has helped me vibe and cry at the same time. Whenever I hear the word cat, I just think of them. This song helps me calm myself. Thank you for making this.
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I feel like this is what is use to draw my main oc in their own head slowly drowning themself in self doubt and loathing while sitting there with a character I secretly drew for the guy I loved. He never acknowledged my existence so I guess I should incorporate that somehow at the end I’d have my character gasp for air as the other character leaves looking unimpressed and disappointed. The character would be lying in their bed and an image would flash of them grabbing their throat as every hateful remark that was said to them flashes back. I’d end it with an image of them floating face down in a pool and the inner them hanging by a seemingly endless noose
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@naoe.4207
3 years ago
Y'all need a hug
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