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Date of upload: Apr 23, 2024 ^^
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After a good morning we all go dirt bike riding in the desert we hit jumps. I land on my he decides to do the same. He hits a rock bounces as he keeps going up. Rolls the quad. Thinks heās knocked out. We all run over. He isnāt breathing and no pulse. My dad (veteran) begins chest compression with our family friend Iām praying with my mother. An hour goes by and they finally show up. The fire station was 15 minutes away. We get to the hospital itās a miracle they got his heart working. But he is unresponsive. He wasnāt breathing on his own at first. They didnāt have the right equipment nor the right doctor to do surgery on his brain ( internal bleeding ). Move him to a different hospital an hour and a half away. he died 3 times on the way. The hospital kept him alive. We get there shortly after doctor comes in and say nothing at first. And we cry we have been crying. He says I want to be honest but itās a delicate situation. He says even is he wakes up and the surgery is successful there is permeant damage and wonāt be the same. But he also said the he doesnāt want to beat around the bush. He said he most likely not going to make it he said Iād be a miracle. We already had three before. Iām with him the whole time. I pass out. And wake up to my mom crying. I ask what happened. She says itās time for him to go I cry. And after hearing that steady beep for so long the silence killed me. That was the last time I truly cried. His name was William Cole DāAcquisto. We called him Cole. He was a shit head at times but the last year he was the best brother I could ever ask for. He was 12 and died on Jan first 2023. We hugged right before we left for that trip. He said he loved me and he didnāt usually say that. We had a long conversation about how quads are more dangerous he died on a quad. He said he would die young when he was six he died young. After he died I made promises to my self. One of the was to not use his death as an excuse for anything. And one time. My class had a āwellnessā check kind of thing. And we sat in a circle and talked about our opinions and where we stand on topics. Abortion came up. I said all life matters because I just lost my little brother 2 months ago. I couldnāt defend myself or explain. And I was too shocked on why they all started yelling at me. I wanted to tell the to go fuck themselves and think y I said that. But I didnāt I could have destroyed all of their lives and I didnāt I could have destroyed my counselors life ( who screwed me over when transferring schools ). But I didnāt I sat there think no donāt do. Your feeling donāt matter. You know what itās like to have your whole world rocked. Donāt snap. All of my voices was screaming at me to do some thing. To fight. To destroy. But one said no you made a promise letās not break it now. And now I donāt feel any thing anymore I have completely forgotten what it means to be truly happy Iām severely suicidal and depressed. I help a friend not kill themselves. Iām running on pure will. But itās fine. Cause I can still laugh. And once thatās gone my will might quiver a little. And you know Iām a really smart kid like. Really fucking smart. And Iām just so unmotivated that I just some time donāt want to play video games even when I like the game and my friends are playing it. Iām just lonely right now. And I hate being alone. And I recently moved to a decent sized town. And everyone knows everyone so itās really hard to get a gf when everyone is already taken. Like damn. But still just ranting at this point so thatās been my life for the last 1 and a half ish years.
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@JaCee501
1 month ago
The smirk on the face of the guy watching the other guy get genuinely emotional really gets on my nerves! Peoples actions will show you who they areā¦ and that smirk proved he had no empathy whatsoever.
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