@JanaSzIsBasicGlitch

3 weeks ago

Well mine story is this (also idk if it is truth one, they might be ok with it, but I am paranoid from doing something wrong again) but I waited differently, from the start I was with them, but I was at not good spot so I was quite agresive, however I tried to calm down as much as possible, however it was internet love so ... There was not much to do and there was more than one person as I found out but cudos to them they somehow managed, I really tried to show them that I like them, but they probably never see it, because it was their stuff... I was holding on and on even through more guys. I wanted to talk to them big Time because of that problem and also wanted to tell them that I like them, but I am not able to do it in manner they wanted to. I denyed everybody that I knew, like I was still searching for friends so I was talking to people but when they told me that they liked me I just FCKD off... I patiently waited for them , if they was not up to talking or anything... Until I made mistake and they let me go I deserve the barage of the words. I am not saying I don't, but the fact that I could actually have someone instead of waiting only for this... Is kind of f. Up . But I do appreciate it. Because I am working on my way of telling things and stuff. So I aquired atleast that. Last time though I thought that it is what they wanted, but instead it made them uncomfortable with is cool lesson too. So yeh.

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