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Totally my dad. Would scream and freak out any time I was a minor inconvenience and then would act puzzled when I’d withdraw from him. Insane.
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The worst is when they act all jovial afterwards as if to say "why are you sad? I didn't hurt you, get over it"
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Imagine being a grown adult beefing with your own 8 year old. How embarrassing for them, I genuinely feel bad for people who think it's okay to treat children so poorly.
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Yes....and my eyes are heavy and empty ever since I experienced the massive and violent narc abuse/came into the household of my father and stepmom...its like they sucked out my spul/my soul died or hid far far inside of myself...32yo and my eyes are still sad/empty looking...I really lost myself... hope I can find myself again and the light, love and happiness returns and reflect in my eyes
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“I wasn’t yelling at you I just raised my voice.”- my mother.
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“Oh and now your gonna cry you always cry over stupid things I’ll give you a reason to cry” that lives in my brain 24/7
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They make me have breakdowns for being who i am.
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Options 1 - Say nothing - they yell at me
Option 2 - Me: "yes"; Them: "Then tell me whatI just said!!?? .... they yell at me
Option 3 - Me: "No" Them: they yell at me
I lose - I'm crying inside. I must be a terrible person for them to hate me so much!😢 My mind and body are numb
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Reminds me of how even if I'm trying my best and it's showing, I get yelled at and then get told that I have no reason to be upset.
But I'm over there feeling like my best will never be enough
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And then they punish you for disassociating.
So guess what I did? As an adult, I disassociated.... From them.
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They destroyed me as a child and now I’m a full grown adult who has dragged themselves through life trying to repair from the damage. My god has it been hard. I’ve had to be my own savior since I was a child and there are so many valuable lessons I missed that I’m only discovering now.
People say it’s never too late,but while everyone has been off fulfilling their lives, I’ve just been surviving.
I want to know what life will be like when I’m more healed. Imagine the peace I’ll have.
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I'm 28 and still struggle to make eye context with people. She wanted to look me in the eyes to make SURE that I took it all in.
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It’s like everything is completely distorted and everything just doesn’t stick in ur head anymore and all u can think is what they’ve previously said
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I moved out as soon as I turned 18 because my dad would call me ugly, fat, stupid, annoying, r3t@rd3d and then ask "What's wrong? Did I say something? You're remembering it wrong I never did that", and when he found out I had a boyfriend at 13 he called me a whxr3, slxt, washed up, ect. When I wasn't even doing anything inappropriate. I stayed with my boyfriend in secret and he smashed my phone, took my bedroom door and everything away from me except for a mattress, a dresser, and an alarm clock. To "protect" me.
He also used my physical and mental disabilities against me, beat me, and threatened me constantly.
Then, when I got fed up and left with a trash bag of clothes and necessities, he started burning my things and the very few things I had of my dead mom's (clothes, her stuffed animals, the notes she wrote me, etc).
When I got married to the man I'd been dating since middle school, he had the audacity to ask "why didn't I know about any of this? Why did you cut me off? How could you deprive me of the greatest moment a father can have with his daughter?!?" DID YOU FORGET? ARE YOU INSANE?!?! All of those years of abuse and you ask WHY I CUT YOU OFF?
But, he got his karma. When I moved out his marriage fell apart and my stepmom divorced his ass. I opened her eyes to how awful the situation actually was.
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Yk which one rlllly gets me “sorry I was rude, I get mad and blame things on you” orrr the “stop crying ik your just trying to manipulate me”
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"Ugh you cry over everything" or the
"Stop being dramatic"
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My parents didn’t normally do that, but my father was extremely horrible to my mother (alienated her from us, treated her like shit, made sure she hardly had a part in our lives) and sometimes she would just get upset that he was being such a horrible person that she’d snap and yell at us when she didn’t mean to because she couldn’t snap at him. It was rare and I forgive her for it because I now understand. Sometimes it’s difficult when this happens, but we’re finally away from my dad so she isn’t trapped anymore and she can have a life. We’re happy now. Just had to get through that rough patch. And he sure as hell made it rough.
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"Why are you crying?" "I didn't hit you!" literally what my dad says to me after yelling or insulting me.
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“Why are you crying?! You can’t cry over this.”
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@rubycubez1103
6 months ago
"you know how I talk. Its just the way I am. I didnt mean it like that" -my mother's fav line for decades.
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