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My friends, this is the most difficult message I'll ever post.
I'm writing this because I need to. I wanted to tell you all why I have been so absent.
My morning started like most, I woke up, like any other. Thing was snuggling next to me with her face in my hand, patiently waiting for me to wake up. She jumps down and starts to meow, her bright golden eyes looking up at me. She walks into the kitchen and meows louder as I'm still in bed. She comes back to the bedroom, jumps up on the foot of the bed and starts making biscuits on the blanket. No sooner than she starts making biscuits, does she cough up the hairball on the bed. She looks at me like that's what you get for not waking up sooner. It looked as if she smiled when she jumped off the bed, pleased with her accomplishment.
As I cleaned it up, She waited for me by the door, then walked me into the kitchen. I get close to the refrigerator and she screams loudly at me because she knows she's about to get her morning soft snack. I open the refrigerator, her meowing screams are even louder. I give her her long awaited treat and she enjoys it.
She jumps on the back of the chair, one of her favorite napping places. She lets me pet her softly and closes her eyes tightly as she pushes her head into the palm of my hand as I stroke her fur, she has a gentle purr. Thing truly is the Softest cat I've ever felt.
I was putting together a Lego set that Thing helped me open the night before. And by "help" me, I mean she sat in the box and tried to steal the pieces that I was dumping out of the plastic bags. Thing has helped me put together every Lego set I've ever completed.
Later, I walked into the bedroom to see what Thing was up to. She was laying in her window hammock, enjoying the sunshine. She acknowledged me as I walked in the room by raising her head and giving me her gentle meow. This was the last moment that I would ever get to see her enjoying her favorite sunning spot. If I would've known that, that was the last time I would see her beautiful face look at me that way I would have sat there and enjoyed the moment for as long as I could.
I go back to putting my Lego together. As I'm doing so I'm thinking to myself that I should go get Thing, because she would enjoy trying to snatch the Lego off the table.
Moments go by and I look up from hearing the distressed meows of my baby girl. I rush over to see that she is unable to walk. That she can't use her back legs at all and she is screaming desperately for help. I scoop up my baby girl and rush her to an emergency vet.
They rushed my girl in. Moments later, the vet came in hanging his head and I about lost my mind. He asked me about her previous history. Uzuri has always been healthy but I thought occasionally she had small seizures. I told this to the vet and he asked me to describe it. I told him that I recorded the last one. I showed it to him. He told me that that was not a seizure. She was having a small stroke. He told me that Uzuri suffered from a large stroke that sent a blood clot to her spine, cutting off the blood supply to her lower back, legs and tail. He sadly said that there was nothing they could do. I tried to beg for a way to save my baby girls life..
I failed.
Uzuri passed in my arms, holding my fingers with her paw, cradling her face in my hand.
She was my most beautiful wish come true. She was my constant companion for just shy of 11 years. She was my best friend, my family, and the one thing that I loved in this world more than anything else. It's not fair that she is gone. There was no warning, no trauma, no time to process what was going to happen... just a blur of adrenalin.
The past month has been the most difficult for me to face. I haven't wanted to get out of bed. I haven't wanted to do anything productive. It has been so difficult for me to interact with people and even friends. I cannot describe my grief.
I keep waiting for Uzuri to run around the corner and into my bedroom, jumping on my lap at the computer. I keep waiting for her obnoxious meow for her treats in the morning. It breaks my heart knowing it will never happen again. I would give anything just to pet her soft face again. To see her look at me, knowing how much I love her and watch her close her eyes so deep and push her head gently into my hand again. I feel like I've been walking around in a dream just waiting for someone to wake me up. I feel like I have been severed.
She was my Daemon, my best friend, my soulmate.
I'll always love you Thing.
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@ElleyKnowsRocks
2 months ago
Thank you all soo much for you wonderful words! I can't reply to each of you because it all makes me cry 😿
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