@AmeliaPost-lg2kd

2 months ago

Several of my best friends and I have really bad mental health, and one of them (we’ll call her J) and I started listening to you guys in our chemistry class (we’re high school sophomores/going to be juniors) and the first time we listened to your Love Me album we both started crying, and the same happened when we heard Sara for the first time. We both have a lot of baggage and trauma from our childhoods, her a bit more than me from foster care, but your stories and music have really helped us start to heal. We still have what we call relapses, we help each other work through them. Both of us have ptsd from traumas, hers more from her childhood and mine from some really bad relationships and this girl threatening me and my friends, trying to hurt me, and threatening my life until I involved the police (we were 13) and she got kicked out of school. Last summer I saw her at a grocery store and started shaking so bad I had to call my friend Rai and sit by myself in the fetal position for almost two hours before I could breathe again. My now bf was really confused until I told him how this girl had traumatized me. My freshman year and most of my sophomore year I was really close with this guy that was a couple years older than me that I met in band camp. He became my best friend, and told me he had feelings for me, then dated one of my freshman friends when I was a sophomore and he was a senior. It was really toxic and he even started stalking her and texting her family. I tried to cut ties with him, but he threatened to hurt himself if I did. This went on for months until I was finally done in February. He’s the reason I can’t really listen to one direction or watch the zombies movies anymore. I’m so thankful that I’m finally starting to heal and move past things, and you guys are partially to thank for it. We love you guys so much, and wish we could’ve seen you live in Michigan(PLEASE come back to Grand Rapids area if you do another tour) love you guys and your music❤️❤️❤️

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