@Penpen2024

1 year ago

Good lord , its fricken weird having as much in common with someone , wilest at the same time it makes it THAT much easier to see and just sorta know , how truely fricken awesome they really are inside and out Lol., i also change clothes as much as some people breathe air , ha but gotta say not many others i know have a style all their own and rock it in such a way they can look in the mirror and say god damn i make this look good.. hahaha, i may have a similar self obsession aswell, but you know what, i like me, and everyone in my life likes and or loves and adores me, so im totally cool with that , thats really all that matters , its all about how you present yourself and if you be yourself , be true to yourself and treat others with the respect you expect in return, chances are people will respect you no matter how different you are, its not about anything at the end of the day other than how you feel about yourself, i mean sure its great when people like you, support is huge on the path less traveled its something we need as people typically. , nobody ever told me hey this transition is gonna make your life easier , the reality is being a woman is harder than being a man period. Lol it just is , that may b a holy shit did you just open THAT can of worms trying to start a argument, why yes i did id love to hear ya try hahah. Women rule the world , its true lol we just let Men think they are the ones running the show, BUT really..🤫🤐🤯🤦🏼‍♀️😇🤣😘😍🥰try being a trans-woman, just try walking in our shoes a day lol good luck, you either god it or you dont- we are different for many reasons , and honestly thats one thing ive grown to love about myself every day, i used to get so subconscious about what people would think especially when leaving home dressed way to sexy,, now i just tell myself , if they have a staring problem its because your hot af, and they think that too otherwise they wouldnt be lookin atchya like they aint never seen someone so beautiful , little bit of truth for yall, i met my husband, when i used to cam daily on a sex site, Lol but heres the twist, wile everyone else there camming was always doin some creeper type weird shit on cam, i painted murals, like every a single day, and yeah ive literally heard it all, anything you can think of wile camming, the most rediculas to the nicest things you can imagine. All that to say, in life you gotta put yourself out there and take risks you gotta trial and error, but just be careful have rules and never give up after one bad date, call me crazy you wouldnt be wrong, i literally drove to California from Az, to meet up with people i met online, and didnt tell a soul about it, like family etc, thats the one thing id do differently given the chance to do it again, everything else would be the same tho, i couldve been murdered lol , but lucky for me i an a excellent judge of character, and if anything hadint been exactly as i needed it to be in either of the situations when i did this I definitely wouldnt have ha..anyways the point to what im getting at is ida never met the best man i know in the world if not for taking a risk and honestly i can say no body will ever love me as much as he does, i may be loved lots by many , but my husband was the first real man to not be afraid of what his friends and fam would think that im trans etc, prior to, well with exception of afew guys, most guys dont want a relationship, especially not the kind your gonna meet ona sex site..so do not take any of
My story as advice haha take it as what not to do, wilest at the same time, you gotta look at the bigger picture. I found love, in a filthy place on the internet where most people go to hook up etc etc. not get married and fall in love, i actually had no intent on getting in a relationship even, until i did. When its right its right and
Youll know it. He was the first man to ever buy me flowers, the first time
At his house, he did everything right if he wanted me , i mean thia man let me paint, on his bedroom wall, we talked all night and got to know eachother, wile i painted. It was awesome, the next day i had to go home because my dogs were there alone for like two days, so i had to leave sooner than id have liked..when i left i took like four of the roses threw a hair tye on them em ,and put em in the dash of my car, driving has always been a like surreal thing for me its how i clear my mind and when i do
My best thinking and that drive home, was no different. I realized looking at those roses, hmm this guy really loves me, maybe just maybe i just met my prince charming, my hero , someone thats gonna b there for me etc etc , the very next day, he took off work, and packed his truck up for a trip to arizona. .. and came to see me, because well.. somehow this man knew every single move to make to show
Me he truely wanted me to be apart of his world and vice versa. Hahah okay now that ive told anyone whom wants to read some random trans womans love story and why , im a living walking talking example that you never know in life when you may meet someone you love with all your heart , and vice versa.. it may not
Even b love you seek, just in general follow your heart follow your passions, be yourself and be real about your intentions and dont hide anything, lay it all out there and if they dont like you, tough shit lol onto the next. Someones gonna love you forever and ever when you meet the Man for you Maya- thats what im getting at hahah, and anyone else that maybe reading this , the thing to remember is ; Never ever ever ever ever settle for less than you know you deserve, you know how you deserve to be treated you know how you want to be treated, even if you dont know you do. Its
Something when you get there youll know its right. And he will know how lucky he is to have you; period. You Maya are special, you deserve the very best treatment , love, respect, and happiness that any other woman does, being trans aint got nothing to do with it. Thats just a label that really is irrelevant when it
Comes to being loved, we all deserve to be swept off our feet and b treated like a Queen, like we are simply the only woman that matters. Not everyone finds love like that tbh, but it does exist, i promise that much.. , in your case Maya id be willing to bet money your knight in shining armor is already watching you thinking wow shes fricken awesome omg i wish i could meet her.. hes already out there trying to find a way , and when theres a will, theres a way. - you may not even think that is realistic but. . Yeah itll happen when Youre ready for it to youll know because you have to put yourself out there and see for yourself, just alwys be safe be smart bout it, be yourself and honestly you cant go wrong. But really- only you know what you want and how you want it. Nobody can tell you those things ; thats on you. You know what you like and want and need for it to work. Wow lookie here Penny giving advice when nobody asked simply because- she can. Lol but damn, it was good wasnt it? Haha maybe the longest comment EVER posted on
Youtube but , im okay with that. I had alot to say that i wanted to say , so i did. Having a opinion and being able to express it is one of the many joys and freedoms that nobody can take away from you. Unless you let them. Somehow i just have a hunch that you wont mind the mega super long comment, coming from someone random online thats been a fan of you for years now, .. i am just one person, of the thousands that tune in to your videos and see what i see, a beautiful woman and human being , a real person, not afraid if people dont like you, your you regardless, your story your journey your life is special and your awesome . And like i said, hes already out there, watching you , wishing he knew how to tell you he adores everything about you. ❤ shit i adore everything about you and i dont even want to be with ya like that hahahah. You just that awesome and like i said , its fricken weird how much i understand..that awesome shit that is just simply , You. B safe out there Maya, 😘🥰😍and keep on rocking it like you know you got it going on-. Sorry not sorry for the mega super long novel sized comment , its the only place i know youll not only see, but read .. all the shit i just wrote thatll prlly not even post because it broke a comment length record lol, this comment so long it prolly gonna crash youtube for a day or so 😂. 💯worth it , aint keepin it real just the bestest. ❤😊. Id say itll never happen again but that wo

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