@Sk.yl.ar.c

2 weeks ago

I was going through a really rough patch last year where I was being bullied and a group of boys laughed at my pride and joy, music, the next week I started to fake sick and one time it didn’t work and my parent dragged me out of the house and told me if I went today they would let me have the day off tommorrow, I remember thinking “why can’t it be both days” I have anxiety and I have had help but now I feel like I have to plan everything so it’s all in my control and it never goes as planned. I also SH’d but I didn’t do it the “ stereotypical way” I felt guilt so I just would dig my nails into my skin, cut off my circulation using hair ties, and slapped myself and by the next morning it would all be gone and I would have to feel guilt because nobody had to know. It wasn’t as harmful but it still had pretty bad effects. I feel like nobody talks about people who use not as harmful ways of self harm because of stuff like guilt and I feel like people don’t care because if you cant see it it didn’t happpen, there’s no proof, no scars.. if someone sees this or more importantly if the owner of the profile sees this, please make a video about it, nobody talks about it and I know that it’s probably not as big of an issue but it is for me and others. If you’ve read this far and kinda relate a bit or have other experiences, I’ll reply if I can get around to it :)

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