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Genre: People & Blogs
License: Standard YouTube License
Uploaded At Apr 18, 2023 ^^
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Rating : 4.962 (2/206 LTDR)
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User score: 98.56- Masterpiece Video
RYD date created : 2023-10-03T01:51:01.714986Z
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I canāt even cry anymore but I want to like I did at his funeral. Itās been 5 fucking years and I havenāt actually balled my eyes out since thenā¦. I feel trapped, I feel like I need help. And I canāt tell anyone I know irl bc Iām scared. And I canāt wright it down on paper bc I feel like my momās will find itā¦. So I bottle it up and try my best to pretend Iām okay
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i donāt know how longer i can take it. ifk whatās going on bc iāve been happy and fine lately but iāve just been rlly depressed lately and iāve had these thoughts that used to just say im worthless or ugly or smth but then it got worse and started saying i should sh or starve myself(dw i havenāt) but sometimes it says ill be better off dead bc no one actually likes me so ill get out of their hair for good but ik itās not true bc i look around me and so amazing people who live and care abt me. itās just the voice wont stop and i cant seem to ignore it. srry i just felt like i needed to vent š©·š©·
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Fr like my ELA teacher saw me crying the other day and she asked me whatās wrong and I why I am upset and she said āu need to stop blaming urself for everything aria saw ur progress and ur doing great please donāt think ur doing everything wrong and ur not the problem I see u thinking that and it hurts me..just donāt hang around the people that DONT like uā. And the thing is I do feel like everything is my fault and im doing everything wrong Also I feel like the problem but I jst got to say sheās a GREAT teacher I literally love her she cares and sheās literally there for me.
Ms.H if ur reading this I love u..šur a wonderful person
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@tonyboatner9578
1 year ago
exactly how u felt for the last 10 years
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