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73 divorced audhd recently diagnosed. Challenging life for 72 yrs.
Different,but understandable, challenges now. Hoping they make life easier 😘
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All of the above however I would never have made it without my relationship with Jesus. I am 67 and was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and ADHD about 10 years ago. At the time, I didn’t look into any of it as my marriage was in a horrible state. I was married to a Narcissist for 14 years and my health was deteriorating from the inside out. I moved to Baja Mexico six years ago to heal and to get off all my meds (except one pain med that it otc here). My new friend suggested that I have more than ADHD. Which he said was pretty bad lol. And he thought I was on the spectrum. That was six weeks ago. Thanks to your videos and others, it fits like a shoe. Humbling and enlightening. Frustrating and encouraging. I gotta say, moving here is the best solution for me as I’m on the beach and no regrets. Thank you again for your interest and dedication.
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Almost all boxes checked. Late diagnosed male (47 years), divorced, trauma from fundamentalist evangelical Christianity, and chronic depression (no chronic pain). I was a pharmacist once upon a time. COVID happened, I got into some good investments, and now I make music full time. Find your peace and stay in it. Thanks for your posts. 🎉
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Diagnosed 2 years ago at age 82. Also BPD and Anxiety and CPTSD from religious trauma. Twice divorced by age 40. Irritable bowel disease. Crazy life like a pinball machine but managed to set myself up for retirement, barely but ok.
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Absolutely. I was diagnosed with autism at age 43, am divorced, and have suffered from chronic pain since May of 1994. You are not alone.
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Yes. Yes. And yes. Thank you for sharing and reminding us all that we are not alone.
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Add estrangement from toxic family of origin, and YES! Hardest years of my life, but I’m so glad to have found My People during all this. We got this.
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Not that exact timeline, but I have certainly seen some parallels. I see you on your journey. I see you doing your best for yourself and your kids, and helping so many of us along the way.
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You have helped me so much. You aren’t alone even though we can’t always feel it.❤😢
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Yes, on that timeline. Diagnosed in 2009 after incorrectly diagnosed as bipolar since 1982. Divorced after a 6 year marriage in early 2000s. Thankfully there were no children. There is trauma from human-created religion here and there across a few decades but thankfully no trauma caused by Jesus.
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Never married or divorced, but yes on everything else. Condolences. It’s rough out there.
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I am 42, have been collecting trauma since infancy (non religious), have been battling intense fatigue, joint and muscle pain, and IBS (and lately hair loss) since early adulthood, have been divorced from an abusive husband since 2018, and got diagnosed with autism this July.
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Divorced last year after 12 years of narcissistic abuse (among other forms of abuse), now co parenting my 3 kids with my ex and his new wife who is also a narcissist and way too involved. I stayed in that marriage because of religious abuse but thank God I’m free.
Now going through assessment of possible diagnosis of ASD and ADHD. My two oldest kids have ADHD. Looking into possible ASD diagnosis for my son.
I faced the worst of my chronic pain during the last few years of my marriage from all of the stress.
I could never return to an evangelical church again and never trust another pastor. But I am finding peace surprisingly now in Catholicism and having Mary in my life now.
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yes. I'm here, with you. and wish that I could give you even a sliver of the hope, understanding, and acceptance you have given me. now let's go get your favorite ice cream !
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In my mid 30s, diagnosed audhd in August. Finally. 5 years of waiting, $10k in therapy bills later and just started medication.
We got this. ❤
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I am here late diagnosed 2024 ,happily divorced,many health issues,and struggling with life
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Yes yes yes but no religious trauma here. I found science in adolescence, thank Zeus!
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Some of it yes, (never married so not divorced.) Late diagnosed autistic, chronic pain.Once I reached out for help I found out for me that the chronic pain was trauma based. As I’ve been working through the trauma, the pain has subsided to almost imperceptible. For me the trauma was stuck in my body and needed release. It’s so interesting how our bodies keep track . It hasn’t been easy to work through the emotions but it’s been fruitful. I hope you feel better.
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Taylor, you are so brave putting out real, raw content like this. As others said, you have helped so many of us. Like with my kids, I wish I could take all of your pain/trauma and make it better for you. Praying you get some answers soon on the chronic pain. I have had seasons of that for years, and it is no fun.
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@MelW669
3 weeks ago
I'm in my 40's. Had the existential crisis about four times over, realized my religious trauma, got divorced, realized I wasn't just a broken and unhappy person because I couldn't be grateful enough. Learned about narcissistic abuse, learned to set boundaries. Lost friends,haven't really made new friends. Confronted my dad about his abuse and neglect (that actually went fairly well, believe it or not). Still suffering daily with chronic exhaustion. Single parenting with no support. Working full time. No diagnosis, but I highly suspect it. It's been a bit of a wild ride these past few years. I'm really tired. I feel better about myself and I respect myself more, but I think I actually feel so much grief I've dissociated and I can't feel my feelings currently. It was all too much to realize. My whole life has been a series of decisions made in survival mode.
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