@Da_Maya_Fam

2 months ago

Ok so here is the story sorry if ends up long😅 ok So basically Like 6/7 years ago idk I was in kindergarten obvi and I knew a girl but at 1st grade we got separated but I didn’t really care cuz I barely even knew her but then at 4th grade we were at the same class and she told me that at the 1 till 2nd grade she got bullied and no one at the class talked to her and I felt horrible that it happened to her so i decided to be her friend and be kind sweet helpful and caring to her I REGRET it so then idk how but we became Bff and slowly I felt like I was more and more with her and every time I was with other friends she would go crazy and would get extremely mad at me for no reason and every time she asked me smth and I answered “no sorry” she would either cry or get mad at me and I thought nothing of it but I was clearly VERY unhappy till it got to a point where we talked and then we weren’t bff anymore but then for some reason at the 5th grade we became bff again and she acted the same way! And when I told it to her she got mad and sad and to,d me it’s not true and that I’m a bad friend that I’m just thinking about it I obviously felt bad so I kept my mouth shut but little did I know my torture has only just begun slowly she started using me a lot and manipulating me A LOT! And I Every time we got into an argument she would always either win or manipulate me into making me feel like I’m the bad person and I would always a End up apologizing. Eventually we also met up a lot after school and I always hated it cuz I never felt comfortable and I always thought of going home and every time my mom/dad finally came to pick me up every time I almost cried tears of JOY and then I finally got the courage to tell her” sorry but I don’t want to meet up” she didn’t understand why and she immediately started telling me: “Why!? Do u hate me!? Am I not fun!?” But in a bad voice and I always had to answer no no not at all and then we ended up meeting up after school and then she literally gets mad at me when she sees I’m sad like girl… WTH!? Anyway 6th grade Came and I already accepted my fate and I thought I was stuck with her for the rest of my life and from the 4th grade I always thought in ,y head how to stop being bff anyway back to accepting my fate one day I decided u know what fine idc anymore I guess I’m stick with her. I was a bit happy and I had fun but deep inside idk why but it always felt fake no matter how hard I laughed it always felt like I was crying tears of sadness not joy UNTIL SOME MIRACLE HAPPENED!!!!! One morning she sensed me a text saying (I don’t remember it exactly): “ hi Maya I like u very much and I like being friends with u but I don’t feel the bff feeling with u sorry I don’t wanna be bff anymore but can we still be normal friends and still joke like we always did?” I WAS CELEBRATING AND CRYING TEARS OF JOY! (I’m not toxic :( ) then I replied” it’s ok and I know EXACTLY how u feel and I’m proud of u for saying how u feel and yes we can still be normal friends” obviously I wanted to say: “I know exactly how u feel I always had a hard time with u and u really made me suffer so yes it would be best that we are not bff anymore” but I didn’t want to be mean (like her) now after that I kept a BIG gap away from her and barely made any contact with her and barely spoke to her but only if she spoke to me I’d answer and I My life became HEAVEN! Well ist still hard but ist better :D thx for letting me waste ur time❤ and thx for reading this! Byeee have a blessed day! Pls don’t let ppl like her in ur life trust me u will suffer❤❤❤

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