@tedamjoke

1 month ago

Hi Jennifer. I’m getting closer to doing your program. I believe it would help. I have certain responsibilities financially and I’m trying save so I can try your program. You are fantastic and I believe you. I’m trying hard to see future visions of myself especially during my meditation with Dr. Joe Dispenza. He says very similar things to you. Like I need to change my energy and attach emotion to my new future visions. I am doing so well with that. I also just took a big action step so my thoughts, intentions and actions are all aligned. Where I keep going wrong is trying to change me while being me! I feed the wrong wolf. I try so hard not to think about or do things that remind me of my past self. I’m super consistent and I’m even on autopilot with my food. So I have to try more novelty. Novelty feels difficult and then I end up feeling guilty that I didn’t do everything like I normally do. I feel like I SHOULD be able to do this but I’m still my past self 80-85% of the time. Thoughts happen automatically that shift my mood almost every day at the same time. Even if I am super happy and productive. Boom, it feels like out of nowhere I think of my past and feel sad. Plus, I actually know that I have rewritten what happened. I’m sad over events that didn’t occur like the way I am remembering them. So I clear out my thoughts by saying cancel, clear. It stops me from going down the rabbit hole in the moment but does nothing to stop it from happening again the next day. I used to think being so consistent was a great trait. Now I feel like I’m on autopilot & if I stray, I have failed. I try to do it all and then I get burnt out 🤷🏻‍♀️
I really love your videos because they help me see what I am doing well and what I am still struggling with. Ty.

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