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Top Comments of this video!! :3
Anxiety can absolutely take us into depression. It's ugly and heavy.
Go easy. ❤ I get it. For real.
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I'm sorry that you're going through this. Sending love and hugs from Down Under.
I adore your content. ❤
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For me its
1- waking up on nightmares even right now when im 26 years old when usa army used to kick our doors at 3AM
2-sleeping during work in day time and my eyes open and seeing dreams looks realistic and then after 5 seconds waking up
3- not being able to cry to relive myself
4- laughing so much on the stupid stuff when im out with friends
But thinking about every dark bad thing I've done and darkness taking over
5- dad beating me up and heating pice of metal and threatening me to burn me
6- dad beating me so hard that i stayed 2 days at bed because my back had a big scar it was making me feel pain
7- watching my dad having stroke in front of me and facing death while we are in the car and im crying can't do anything
8- giving up on all my dreams one of the most important dream was seeing the grand canyon but its impossible
9- and this one is secret no one knows it , no one at all
İs that , all this stuff had me having BPD (borderline personality disorder)
And i face this fucking mental illness every day i haven't seen a doctor nor took any medication and I'm really struggling with it)
Im sorry to bother i don't know why im writing this but i feel 1% better
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List of my bad habits
Self criticism
Bad posture
Not able to make friends
Social anxiety
Perfectionism
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Hey❤️ anxiety comes with its immense challenges and every day I learn more and more about it. I’ve learnt to do the things that younger me needed when I felt scared or abandoned. It could be taking myself for my favourite ice cream, saying no to plans and people that don’t make me feel seen or comfortable and overall just learning to love my alone time where I can heal and learn to correctly regulate my mind and emotions ❤️
Every day is new one and I’m proud of you for sharing your vulnerability because it makes us feel less alone❤️
Sending you so much love ❤️
From South Africa 🇿
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Anxiety, depression, social anxiety, overthinking and stress. Those main 5 are BIG ones for me..
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I can feel, it is a worst feeling.
Let's get far hug for each other who have anxiety and depression here.
Sorry my English is not good ❤
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Same here 😢You are Not alone 🫂❤️❤️
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I’m so sorry. That must hurt.❤❤ Sending love and prayers.
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I had a anxiety generalized, psicotic features, chronic depression, bipolarity, stress, my rage is elevated, my mind is not easy, i have ocd, om pregnant 8 month i live with this condition for more 8 years and i yave terapist, psychiatrist and psicologist so is not easy with me. For now i can’t use medicine because of my pregnancy and later i will be lactating my baby so i cant use this for now and im sure im strong because i am recovering very well because my God is with me and never leave me alone.! ❤❤❤ You will do it lady ❤
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Same. I'll so it when I'm stressed, nervous, anxiety, or js randomly do it. I have a terrible childhood. And I don't want any1 else going through what I had to❤❤❤ love u all!
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For me is childhood trauma, Anxiety, depression and stress
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Im sorry you're hurting ❤😢
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Hey, you’re doing a great job! Keep it up! We appreciate your content and what you do.
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High Anxiety and severe depression.
About 5 months ago I lost my job a pretty decent one above ok pay could have retired there was union. The reason I lost it was excessive absences I got severe anxiety from all my traumas catching up to me all the repressing. Every morning i would wake up shower get dressed put my kicks on and tremble terrified of having to meet the day, people, bosses, tenants. After a year and a half of calling out every week 1-3 times a week they finally Let me go. They didn’t want to let me go I was sort of the mvp and they liked me a lot. I was stubborn alone most of my life so I dealt wit it alone after I lost job I knew I needed therapy. This short hit home I do this same leg shake
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I hope you feel better and heal 🙏
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I wish I could say it’ll get easier. But I learned that trauma never goes away and no one should ever think that they can make you forget and “move on.” It just simply doesn’t work that way. Hopefully you find someone who can listen and respect your values as you deal with your trauma, stress, and anxiety.
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Me too.. we do heal, but don't forget
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Ich kenne das auch. Es tut mir Leid das Du so Schlimmes erleben musstest. Wenn ich deine Augen sehe frage ich mich immer was muss das für eine herzliche Person sein.Bleibe stark. Ich glaube an Dich.
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@Kristen212
2 months ago
When anxiety kick in 😢😢😢 this is so m
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