@jayshook21

1 year ago

As an infant I was severely abused and my early childhood was marked by terroristic bullying. In school my earliest memories were of my classmates shuning and bullying me. My 3yr older cousin sexualy molested and further exploited while my younger siblings used the terrorist threat posed by my father to control me. I went to college and majored in religion with a minor in psychology but I could never Raise my social status as a doormat for any and all who wished me ill. I nearly killed a shipmate in Viet Nam as I was the Division fuck up and he said "You fucked up again!" That's why I went to college where I began to understand how early childhood development is nearly impossible to overcome. Today, at 75 I still struggle with social status in community. I am at the bottom while the high status males look down on me. Females are worse as they ignore or have outright contempt for me. So recognizing my handycap I tend to stay home. It is my safe place. So her words are Libtardsed BS! Society puts you into a social status, uses psychological manipulation to keep you there while you can rail against the BS it is seldom a person can really change their fate. As an example, I took a girl out for dinner and after we ate I asked her if she wanted a cocktail? She laughed at me for I was ignorant of the social context. Same thing ar an official dinner where the finger bowl was a mystery and so many forks! We are the product of our environment and the change of deep seated behaviors is nearly impossible. You cannot mearly change without knowledge and insight and a lot of help from helpful friends.

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