@anavipriyadarshini_2904

5 months ago

Part 2!!??

Background info

You and rafe have been dating for an year now. At first, it was all fairy tale dream vibes- and it was everything you wanted. The pogues always warned yiu that rafe is just using you, and that he would never date a pogue- but you were too blinded by love to listen. But as time progressed- your love was starting to be proven wrong, the pogues intuition right. You noticed the gradual and hurting changes in his behaviour- that soon progressed to treat you just like he treated the other pogues- rather than his girlfriend. And you had enough. Lets begin!?

John b- brother
Jj- bestfriend
Pope- bestfriend
Kiara- bestfriend
Sarah- bestfriend

YN POV

"IM RUINING EVERYTHING WE HAVE!? HAVE YOU EVEN TRIED TO LOOK AT YOUR BEHAVIOUR TO ME IN THE PAST FEW DAYS RAFE? OR DID YOU NOT HAVE TIME!?" I say my voice raised and tears starting to pool in my eyes.

I look at him just blankly staring at me like he has no clue what i'm talking about, as i just shake my head and sit down.

"Yn, what are you talking about? I love you, and i- i always will." He says softly but i just shake my head.

"You know my brother hated me for doing this, and my friends always warned me." I say looking down.

"About what?" He asks as i do not answer. He lets out a frustrated sigh and marches over to me grabbing my chin to make me look at him, "ANSWER ME WHEN I ASK SOMETHING!" he exclaims as i flinch.

"SEE! THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT." I say as the tears that were in my eyes now roll down my cheek.

When i say that, i think its exactky that moment that he realises what i mean- as his expression changes. And if i was still the love blinded yn- i wouldve thought he would change- but being in thsi relationship now just felt like an act of selflessness.

I gently removed his hand from my chin- as he lets me do it so easily- as though he knows what he's caused. "We're done." I say my voice breaking.

"No, no, no, yn-" he begins in a pleading tone- his voice with so much emotion.

"Please don't. I really- really loved you rafe. I guess love is dangerous isn't it?" I say more tears rolling down my face.

I turn around and start walking away. "YN!" He screams, his voice breaking too, and though i cant see him, i swear he's crying.

I keep walking, "YN IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'RE NOT GOING TO WALK OUT THAT DOOR!" He yells again, and this time hsi voice shows all clear indication that he's crying.

And as soon as i walk out the door, its all it takes for me to sob as i keep on walking wiping the tears that are flowing uncontrollably.

I really loved him. Ive never loved someone like the way i loved him- and i never will. I went against my brother for him- went agaisnt my friends. But some things just arent meant to be.

JJ POV

"Dude, we need to go that bonfire tonight! It is going to be soo lit! Ill find all kinds of hot chicks there! And you have sarah and yn has rafe- what else do we need!?" I exclaim as john b sighs for the third time in a row.

"Fine. Since you've said this to me a trillion times- I'll think about it." He says. "Whoo! That's what im talking about! I'll take that as a win baby!" I say smiling.

"Okay but dude like honestly do you think pope and kiara have some sparks-" john b begins but is interuppted as the door opens and slams shut with a bang.

Its yn. And though she is looking down, i can just tell she's been crying- and so can john b. And i think she still is- as i hear a few very quite sobs.

She walks right past us as i try to ask, "hey hey hey, baby routledge whats wrong?" But my question is completeely ignored as she gets into her room and slams the door shut.

I keep looking worriedly at the door as i hear john b sigh beside me, "What? That asshole break your heart!? Bad time to say i told you so!?" He calls out to yn as i give him a 'dude wtf' look.

"STOP TALKING!" we both hear from across the closed door in a croaked and breaking voice- and i think it's all that takes john b to realise it's actually serious.

I've known these two forever. And though their sibling relationship may seem more of the hate kind than the love one- i know he cares about her. And though john b hated when she started dating hin- and they had so many fights about it- that just proved to him how much she loved rafe.

"Im going to kill rafe." He says in his brotherly tone that has disappered for their time of the relationship.

"Finally." I mutter still looking at the closed door- as we cab hear faint sobs.

She doesnt deserve going through this.


Part 3???? Alsoo lemme know rafe endgame or jj!? Comment 💙 for jj and 💚 for rafe!!!

💙PART 3💙


JJ POV


It's been about half an hour, and I can still hear sobs from her room- and I just feel so bad. Even though I didn't do anything- but it just hurts me knowing that she doesn't deserve anything that she's going through.

John b opens his mouth to speak but I interupt him first, "If you're going to go about your I told you so bullshit, just stop." I say gesturing my finger, but ofcourse the asshole speaks anyway.

"Look, I may have hated every single bit of their relationship- but I could tell she loved him- like a lot kinda lot." He says his tone surprisingly understanding.

I make a face before saying, "Huh. I can't really tell if you're shitting around or being a good brother for once, but good job dude. You said something nice. Now go say it to her face." I say putting serious emphasis on the last sentence.

He sighs, "I know just-" We're both interuppted as his phone rings with a call from sarah. "Oh ofcourse, barbie's here to take her prince charming and save the day!" I say doing a little nickelodeon wand action as he just rolls his eyes, "You got the movies and characters messed up bro. Barbie and Ken and together. Idiot." He says.

"Yeah I know, I just thought Ken was a little too hot for you. Prince charming seems mediocre." I say giving a smile as he rolls his eyes and picks up the phone as I snatch it from him and put it on speaker to which he gives me the 'seriously dude?' look.

"Hey john b!" Sarah says to which he obviously replies back in the sweetest tone I've ever heard.

"Okay so um what did your sister do!?" She asks as I just show a middle finger as if she's gonna see it through the fricking screen.

"Uhm what? She's in here crying- and I have all reasons to believe your ass brother did something." He says- and it's the first time in a while that I've heard him stand up for yn, and the feeling is just so comforting.

"Wow uhm crazy cause he just called me, practically sobbing and begging to get him to talk to yn." She says as I can't hold back anymore.

"Uhm yeah uh nu uh. She's not going to talk to him unless She tells us first about what the hell happened. So pleasure talking to you princess, now the hang the fck up." I say as john b snatches the phone from me.

"Is that jj!?" "Uhm yeah forget about him. I'll try to sort things out and let you know aight?" John b replies as I hear her say goodbye- and get up before the next thing he says because I know they'll do the 'I love you' 'nooo I love you moree' bullshit- and I certainly don't want to hear it.

I get up and go yns door- taking a deep breath before going in.

YN POV

I'm so stupid. I fought with my brother. Went against my friends. Fought with my own feelings. I tried to convince myself that he loved me- and maybe he does. But I don't want to think that. But I really lov-

I'm jolted out of my thoughts as the door opens and I turn my neck around to see jj standing- his expression so soft as he looks me up and down.

I'm sitting on the floor- knees hugged to my chest and as much I don't want him to see how much it hurts- I'm still trying to control it.

He walks to me- very cautiously- and sits down right beside me. "Talk to me." He says his voice so tender. Gods I love him so much for that- the way he knows exactly when to talk in which tone.

"If I talk I'll cry." I say knowing there's no point in hiding in front of him. "Then do. Do it however you wish. Just- just tell me. Whenever. I'm here for you." He says and that's all it takes for the turmoil inside me to break, as I start sobbing.

His face twists with sadness and he doesn't hesitate for a seconds time to pull me into his arms.

JJ POV

She is broken. I know exactly how much she loved rafe- and there was no denying it. Once she gives me an explanation and I find out it's his fault- that son of a bitch is dead.

"I'm so stupid! I- I am naive, i- I am dumb for being so blinded by-" she says between strangled sobs against me as I interupt her rubbing my hand down her hair, "hey hey shh. Just stop saying that. We'll talk once you're calm. Just stop." I say as she nods and wraps her arms around my neck, getting closer to me.

I look around and see john standing on the door frame- looking with such remorse as he just nods his head at me and leaves.

I just need her to tell that all of this is that camerons fault- and I'll go fix him up right now. But for now- I continued holding her- soothingly running my hand through her hair.

RAFE POV

Did I really hurt her that bad? No way right. She overreacted. Don't worry rafe, she'll come back tomorrow, she'll say sorry- because she broke up and she's the one who needs to apologize - and you will kiss her, you both will say I love you and have a happy ending. Yeah yeah- that's how it should be rafe.

But as tears flow down my face- I realize one thing- you value something so- so much more after you lose it. And I think it's now that I actually really realise that I was in fcking love with yn routledge. A fricking pogue- wow talk about standards.


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