@kellbell7578

3 days ago

Near the end of 2024(Like middle of the year) I soon found out that my friends are only friends with me because of my sister and how popular she is, she also gave them permission to eat my food without MY permission, thats the real reason im not focusing in class, im hungry. And the worst part is, is that she told my friend who i knew longer than her(But still chose my sister over me) that i was talking bad about her behind her back, i dont think she knows how much that hurt me, i even had a panic attack in class and she rly thought i was crying over smth small? What an idiot, i wish she was nicer, but no, her anger issues make her a toxic friend(Yes, she's a real toxic friend) and a real jerk towards me, shes insane, she once put the entire school on lockdown bc of her dumb tantrums in 3rd grade or smth, she sent the entire school on lock down many times, one time she got sent to the hospitable by cops(That is real, im being so fr, the school called the cops on her) Im glad she's in highschool now, that why i can finally be happy without toxicity, it was a lot more better when i was in kindergarten and year 1-2 At least i still had a good bond with my first ever friend, now i just got bored of her, my sister is also the main reason im angry all the time, she always hits me, and insults me, im about to crash out, i want a break from my sister, forever, i dont want to even look at her anymore, i also get yelled at by her even for looking at her or jst laughing at a funny video, i dont think anyone really knows how much i hate my sister, and my friend still has the nerve to ask if i hate her? She's asked me many times, i told her "Yes, i do" and she jst asks "Why" and i reply with "Cuz, she's a jerk." Istg, i hated 2024, im hoping 2025 is gonna be better.

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