This song was inspired by a series of mental breakdowns where I would take the mirrors down in my apartment and decide there was no room for me in LA. I felt like I was losing competitions I was unknowingly participating in. This isn't romanticized spiraling, it's quite literally pacing around CVS not knowing wether to refill my antipsychotics. If this song resonates with you beyond just being a dancey tune, I'm sorry you can relate to it, but I'm glad you're here. Please never be afraid to tell someone you're struggling.