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Stella Heliconia @UCx5nqeGttcB2xawpJ6fS0RQ@youtube.com

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11:41
Things are looking up: update on life with Hypermobile EDS
06:20
Mold illness sucks
08:12
Symptom and doctor appointments update. EDS sucks.
02:19
Generic MS injectable medication was not good for my hypermobile EDS body
06:37
Updates and test results
01:04
Content warning: short talk of assisted death because I am triggered by something I just read.
03:43
48 hour flat test progress
03:19
Halfway through at home 48 hour flat test for suspected spinal CSF leak
06:29
An experience reporting seroqueal side effects. More thoughts on pharmaceuticals
04:31
OHIP funded telemedicine franchise experience
10:07
How I need to spend most of my time reclined, and do I really have MS?
03:32
Short distance walking is better today. Coming out of a month long positional migraine.
12:40
Current symptoms and navigating and impossible medical system with hEDS, POTs, CM1 and MS
12:11
Why I’m wondering if I have a CSF leak
11:06
Symptoms this morning and rambling about why I choose not to have many friends
05:35
My resting heart rate is slowly going down every day since stopping seroqueal
14:24
You can’t cure EDS with celery juice ~ rambling about detox related myths, and documenting symptoms
02:49
Feeling a little better despite terrible head pain
06:36
I called my ENT’s office even though he’s now a plastic surgeon
07:05
Symptom update (off seroqueal)
01:48
I don’t like seroqueal
05:12
Brain fog
05:52
Craniosacral therapy is great
06:29
Involuntary movement update
03:23
Keeping a record of walking difficulty
07:12
Desperately seeking a doctor with knowledge of neurological complications of hEDS
10:03
Discussing new symptoms with my doctor
10:49
Orthostatic intolerance and isolation
02:04
I woke up thinking it was going to be a better day, then I stood up
15:25
Confusing current symptoms and wanting to be vertical
13:33
The swooshing sound inside my head - EDS and MS thoughts
14:53
Neck and shoulder pain, and bad doctors
13:22
I need to talk about my neck
14:39
Health updates: EDS, MS, POTs, CM1, CCI and possible CIRS
06:13
A rant about another experience of covert ableism for Disability Pride month
13:25
EDS and HSD awareness month —experiences with orthopaedic and neurological manifestations of hEDS
03:53
Dear Body (Happy Earth Day) 🌎
18:32
Observations of life from a chronically ill ambulatory wheelchair user (don’t pity me. I’m happy)
09:21
We took a risk and went to the dog park.
11:30
I am feeling a lot of contrast.
14:52
Learning how to be still. I never fully recovered from H1N1.
18:10
Feeling stuck with chronic subluxations, inflammation, neuropathy and exhaustion in wintertime.
11:47
Thoughts on life in survival mode
11:49
How am I doing?
28:07
Deconstructing my neurology report - Do I need a wheelchair? (EDS and MS)
13:37
Having EDS sucks because doctors suck: A rant
04:46
I Still Exist
08:42
chronic illness and isolation unstructured rant
13:47
Content warning: I didn't rape my attacker. Stop the proposterous blame flipping.
02:29
make it up as you go musical venting improv consciousness stream musical journaling whatever
04:43
Lemon Tree - Nine of Nine
04:32
Reciprocal - Nine of Nine
04:41
Change (Banks cover) - Nine of Nine
02:10
Untitled Instrumental - Nine of Nine
02:17
At Last (Etta James cover)
03:52
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05:27
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun (Cyndi Lauper cover) - Nine of Nine
14:15
On Having EDS and the Difficulties with Group Activities
04:32
Sand By Nine of Nine
01:56
experi-mental breakdown